Songs from the heart

oblivion

I want to scream that I'm not fine at all
but talking about myself
feels like a weight that no one wants
I'm blind inside this never-ending fog,
that stole my words,
my favourite chords and drove me home,
the place I used to long

I want to run and lose my breath
and soak in sweat until the sun is gone
and all I know about this world
will start and end with dusk and dawn
because it seems like such a shame
to find my solace in the name
of oblivion

cause lately it's become the only way
to persuade myself I have
the right to feel okay
"It doesn't matter what you said
and how you looked cause no one will remember you some day
We're all dying anyway"

I want to catch the ball, and take a fall
and cry until my eyes are red
I want to be tucked into bed,
before the poison hits my head
because it seems like such a shame
to find my solace in the name
of oblivion

Because I want to matter to you
and I want to matter to me
And I want to find my peace
knowing that you will remember me
and I want to depend on you
the way I depend on me
and be your friend without
feeling like a liability

I want to matter to you
I want to depend on you
Because it seems like such a shame
to find my solace in the name
of oblivion

I want to be part of the memory
that won't let you let it go
and I want to think back to right now
next time I'm hitting all time low
because it seems like such a shame
to find my solace in the name
of oblivion
oblivion
oblivion
oblivion