Chapter XIX "See You Again"

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I pat down the pillow wall splitting the bed in two different sides, I was still too mad to be sleeping in the same bed as him. Kole was smart enough to know that he wasn't going to win this fight with me. Satisfied in how the pillow wall I turned over to look at Kole and smiled smugly.

"Alright, left side is yours and the right side is mine. Any objections?" I asked a rhetorical question.

"Dom, you're being childish." Kole breathed.

"Okay that means no, so I'm going to go take a shower and you can go ahead and suck a nut." I clapped my hand together before I brushed past him hard and walked towards the bathroom. But I soon felt his hot grip on my arm and pulled. My body went flying across the room until I fell perfectly gentle on the bed. Destroying my precious barricade that I worked so hard.

"Really Kole!" My tone was full of sass but as always he didn't care.

"Listen, you're behaving like a little girl having a tantrum. Can I at least explain myself a bit before you start hating me for no reason?"

"No because that means I was wrong." I countered.

"Woman does that have to matter now!" Kole looked at me disbelieved and I couldn't help but not hide my smile.

"Yes, it matters." I said but I couldn't stop laughing. I mean when I'm with Kole for some reason I didn't want to be right or have a strong front with him. He seemed to pick up what was happening and he just pulled me into his arms. Making me cuddle with him on the bed.

"Dom, I know for a fact that you don't know a lot of things about us wolves. Now that I found out you have lycan blood in you it's going to be a lot more stronger." He sighed and just tuck a hair strand behind my ear.

"Well I do know that once you mark me we begin a bond. I legitimately become your luna and stand by your side." I said to him.

"Yes that's all correct but have you thought if that's what you really want." His gaze never left mine and I felt like this was the biggest moment to just spill the tea right here and now. Even if I wasn't so guarded with him right now I still wanted to hold some secrets to myself.

"I honestly don't know what I want. I know that when I'm with you... everything somehow makes sense. I don't feel angry all the time." I said playing with his shirt as a way to not chicken out and go back to my shell.

"Then let's work on us gradually, right now you have a lot on your plate. You're dealing with family drama and insecurities, and I don't want you to think that me marking you is a requirement for me to be by your side." He whispered to me softly before he lightly pressed his forehead against mine. My heart skipped a bit but I felt this nice warm fuzzy feeling in me.

"Dominyque, I waited for you so long that being with you like this... I could die right now and I wouldn't have any regrets." His voice was barely a whisper but I still felt my chest tighten.

But what if I do want more? I thought to myself but I didn't say anything. Instead I pushed his hands away from me only to scoot up on the bed and managed to surprise Kole with my lips.

"So does this mean no pillow wall?" He smirked at me, and I couldn't help but feel at a loss right now. And I didn't care.

"No," I murmured against his lips. This soft contact was all I needed to feel warmth and comfort right in his arms.

"I promise, I'm on your side." I could see the corner of his sweet lips curve up slightly and just pulled me into his embrace. My head rested on his warm firm chest, hearing the beating of his heart against his skin.

"I'm on yours too." The words barely escaped my lips before my eyelids closed and I was swept into a deep sleep.

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"I don want to weave biw bwothew."  the girl in wine red colored hair cried in the arms of a guy, A guy too old and different than the little girl. Those honey forest eyes were significant, and his face was young. Kole.

"It's okay Dom." You could see the sadness and heartbreak in his eyes. But the fake smile that he was fighting to keep on his face seemed unreal, even to a little girl like me.

I pulled away shaking my head violently as I started hitting his chest. Even as a little girl I was a vibrant spicy little kid.

"Liaw! Mommy and daddy don know yew. I wanna twell mommy and daddy." I cried out my eyes never leaving Kole's. Kole picked me up from the ground and kissed my cute little chubby cheeks. His hands lightly played with my hair and made a little braid.

"I know this is going to be hard for you to understand Dom, but I know that I'll see you again. But right now you have to listen to mommy and daddy." His eyes were slightly red, and somehow my heart ached for him. He willingly let me go, he protected me even when it hurt him so.

"But... but I wove biw bwothew." My little girl self cried once more as she curled up in a ball close to him. My heart didn't know how to process this. Why didn't I remember this before? Why didn't I just let us be together when we met again?

"I love you too Dom, and that will never change." He smiled and kissed the top of my head.  Suddenly I could hear in the distance, someone calling my name. He placed me down on the ground and pinched my little nose.

"See you again, princess." He didn't hide it anymore, it was his bitter sweet smile. The same smile that stole my heart once again.

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