Before coming back home, I loved to spend time with myself, going to have breakfast, visiting museums, trying new restaurants, going for a walk...
Now that I'm back home I feel kinda spiritless. I only have the desire to sleep all day and not going out. I don't have the strength to wake up early in the morning to do those things I enjoyed do.
Everything seems boring to me. There's nothing stimulating me. I find no interest in anything. I'm still recovering from Brescia.
If I don't wake up from this temporal sleep, I'll slowly loose myself. But I just need... a push. Someone push me so I can enjoy life again.