I will never be the same girl.
But, actually, it's not true. I wasn't never truly myself until I lived this experience.
Now that I'm myself, when I come back, everyone will start to think that I changed or that I'm not myself anymore, but it's not true, it's just that I don't want to play the fake role I adopted before.
Here I reborn, I found myself, I got mature and opened my mind. I feel like I'm the owner of my own life, and that's the best fucking feeling ever. But they won't understand. And I won't understand them for that.
All those problems I was worried about, all those fake laughs, all those same days... I'm in another level, far far away from the people I thought they were going to stay forever. But no, there's more, a lot more out there, you just have to be brave to break the schedules, go outside the confort zone and believe that you can be more than you were used to.
That's what I am now, even if they understand or accept it, or not.
