Stay With Me

Chapter 03 | The Next Door

𝐉 𝐔 𝐍 𝐆 𝐊 𝐎 𝐎 𝐊 ' 𝐒   𝐏 𝐎 𝐕

I don't think Jesus I did some sins in my previous life to deserve all these. I am lost of words , emotions and feelings. I just met the girl Mr. Han's daughter yesterday I didn't even know her name and today all that happened to her. Jin hyung took the information as the body send to his hospital for postmortem . The body is not even in a situation to see , the skull is smashed badly , the skull bones are broken , facial bones turned into bone dust. People can be this merciless ?

It already took me one week and half more to recover from the trauma of the cut finger and now these . How it will feel when you just find someone cute and charming and moreover living yesterday and now today the person is no more. The burden of guilty is too much to handle . She had a family , maybe she had lover , she had friends They all loved her so much , she did nothing wrong but today she had to left the world , she is killed mercilessly , that her face didn't even in a position to recognize . All the reason , maybe me . I took the warning lightly and all happened because of me. Is there any way to run from that guilty of that sin I didn't even do. 

𝐄 𝐍 𝐃   𝐎 𝐅   𝐉 𝐔 𝐍 𝐆 𝐊 𝐎 𝐎 𝐊 ' 𝐒  𝐏 𝐎 𝐕

" You need to be clam down first , You're sweating badly." Jimin said forwarding a handkerchief from his pocket. All was stunned by the flower incident , Jungkook was also but the undone sin guilty is eating him more than the bloody incident. Everyone noticed the uneasiness , the imprint of terrified mental state on Jungkook's face. The guilt is an emotional weapon to make someone hollow from inside though they are not responsible for what happened . " This all happened ... because of me." All words escaped like muffled sound from Jungkook's lips . He is sitting in the couch , both elbows are resting upon femur , particularly looking at nothing.

" Jungkook ! You need to understand first." Namjoon said , he is sitting at Jungkook's right side. No one talking , neither no one has the slightest tint of smile in their lips everyone's motion are nocturnal . " What I have to understand Hyung ? All happened because of me . The person gave me warning I took it lightly , I danced with her and moreover I didn't even notice someone keeping eye on me. For me she is dead , for me her family is sad , for me her friends lost their friend . Everything is for ME. I HATE MYSELF." Jungkook screamed the words at last.

At a certain moments life always throw you up in certain situations where we will feel we don't deserve to be alive anymore, but it's not how algorithms of life goes . Nobody uttered a single words , the letter is a proof that Jungkook is the reason , but not active , passive one , but a reason is a reason. When it comes to life and death reasons are all equal.

 " Jungkook ! " Namjoon spelled with a sigh , he is known as the best free therapist , he always comfort and gives strength to the boys in their worried situation but somehow Namjoon also today lost his vocabulary . He is not in a sure about what to say. But he has to , he has to try to comfy the maknae. " You would be in a guilt and it's totally normal and expected . But think once I already told you before that everything doesn't always have to be what it seems , Guys do you read two days ago newspaper ?" Namjoon asked , throwing the question to everyone.

For  a couple of seconds boys looked at each other expect Jungkook who remained same at looking at nothing posture. Looking back at Namjoon it's Jhope who replied now. " I saw ." Jhope excluded . " What was the Headline ?" Namjoon asked back to Jhope in this time interval , everyone's attention shifted to Jhope . " Umm... That's kinda regarded to a businessman ." Jhope said , his face is telling he is trying hard to remember , index finger of left hand already went towards his chin.