You'll never understand
what you put me through,
how much it hurt,
or what I felt
"You'll never trick me again"
whispers and chants
that put me to sleep,
but I know it's something I'll never achieve
You'll never stop this cycle
of on-and-off talking,
with heartbreaking ends
and heartbreaking beginnings
You'll never be consistent
on the level of my importance
I'll never stay on the top
but I'll always leave the bottom
You'll never be anything other than
pain and belonging
you bring me so many issues,
but still treat me so nicely
You'll never end
no matter how much I dream
you keep coming back
even when I want you to leave
