Far away

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The feeling of hurt

Creeps up

Creeps out

Seeing them there

Out together

Without me

The ticking silence where we don't speak

No voices

No sound

Beating heart caught in my throat

Beating fast

Beating hard

I want to go home

Far

Away

They have so much fun

Far

Away

They all want me gone

Far

Away

I'm a one-sided mirror

All I do is stare at them from

Far

Away

Their smiles can't reach me

Far

Away

If I didn't try

Would they know?

Far

Away

If I didn't keep talking

Would they try to listen?

Far

Away

If I stopped for once

Would they care?

Far

Away

If I made more marks

Would they notice?

Far

Away

Have they noticed?

Far

Away

If I didn't go to them

Would they come to me?

Far

Away

What a stupid question

They're becoming tired of answering

Far

Away

Do you hate me?

All I used to say

Far

Away

I used to be okay

Far

Away

They're becoming something new

Something brand new

Far

Away

I want to be there

Because I know they need it

Far

Away

But I can't help but want to pull myself

Far

Away

I want to find those who understand

Far

Away

Someone who's not like the one I already have

Far

Away

I want someone

To text me at night

Far

Away

Tell me funny stories when I'm down

Far

Away

Tell me to shut up when I become too much

Far

Away

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