Chapter 20 - Attention - 01/12/2023

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There I do remember

When we were kids

How can you understand

Never had I time to realize

As we ran through the cold and snow

While ice blocks were our ground

And the sun, ah... the sun was only the background, music to our eyes

I remember you told me fascinating stories and my favorite one

About a kid, a boy, that came down from the mountains

While pointing at the sum

He was screaming loud his name

The story was violent, but beautiful was

It gave me the human warmth

As it took it at the same time

Just like you, your words made the story alive

Made me feel alive and burning in the snowy storm

I remember everything, every moment that we had

While trembling seized my heart

And tears, those tears, was my only way out

The only friend I ever had

Where are you now my dearest sister?

"Where is your, sister?"

My father inquired

But I did not know want to say

How to explain?

"I don't know leave me alone!", I shout with anger

He was in stupor

Was it because of my rudeness, or his shock?

I thought he was ready, that I was ready

To him to beat me up

I did not care

He grabbed my face

Pulled to his eyes

But I did not care

He spitted to my face

My, my, I did not have enough power

Or maybe I did not even care

To move an inch, to disturbed my finch

I just stared into the void

Of whisper and memories of the anterior time

Careless or maybe lifeless eyes

As my charming sister's smile

I saw how his fist got ready

But his face was entirely rare

Did he fear?

Feared me?

"Stupid, stupid

As your mother

You all are stupid"

He let me go, left the room

.............

I sat and shook

Couldn't

Sister

Sister

Sister

Why you had to leave me?

In the snowy realm

Of cold

Alone

Alone

Alone

I cannot

Sister

How I cannot

I do not remember

Why

Why

It had to be in that way?

I had so many things to say?

So many tales to tell?

Som much question to ask

I heard rasping on the floor

"Are you here?"

I was in excitement

But no one was there

...

So sad

The handsome man

The kind man

The gentle man

...

The snowy glare

To the shiny sea

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