"Come on Steff-"
"Don't fucking call me that" Stefano interrupted her in a monotonous voice,still stearing out the window.
"oh come on, it suits you" Isabella says
"I don't like it" he fake pouts and she giggles.
he walks towards her and picks her u...
I can't remember how I fell asleep, all I know is that I did. I wake up this morning with a headache and the pain in my back is excruciating. I sigh.
Today's the day I get to say goodbye forever, a day that I get to cry without being judge,a day where I have to remember the first time I did this,a day I will never forget. I feel like crying but I should save it for the show.
Today's also the day that I leave this house,I don't know for how long all I know is that I'm leaving for a while maybe forever. I sigh.
I get out of the bed,checking the time; it's 11:20am and head to the bathroom. I take of my PJs and I try to view my back through the mirror,but I can't seem to see it clearly. I run some water in the tub and get in. I wince as the water comes in contact with my back and then it calms down. I stay in there for about 30 minutes, washing my body just to be extra clean. I get out of the tub and dry my body. I brush my teeth and walk out of the bathroom.
the funeral starts by 3pm so I still have time.
I apply lotion on my body and then a healing cream on my back. The pain is excruciating. I wear my panties and bra. I still thank God the burn isn't wear I clip my bra.
I apply makeup,I never apply makeup,I see it as a waste if time and besides I'm already drop dead gorgeous. So I just line my lips,apply lip gloss,curl my eyelashes and apply mascara.
I put on an oversized hoodie and go downstairs to look for something to eat. I enter the kitchen, it's empty, they're probably getting ready. The funeral is 3pm but we have to be there by 2pm. I grab an orange juice and head up stairs not having appetite for food. I take off the hoodie and wear my black dress
Her dress y'all
I manage to pack my hair in a perfect low bun. I wear my necklace and my ring. my knives are on my thigh; just in case and my phone is in my purse. I look at myself in the mirror and I sigh. it's gonna be a long day.
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It's 1:30 and I'm in the sitting room waiting for everyone to finish getting ready.
it's 1:45 and we're already on the road. my father lectures me in the car and I pay attention,carefully.
we arrive at the place by 1:58. we get out of the car and walk into the venue. My father and mother walk in the same direction, while my brother goes to meet his girlfriend;Patrizia. They've been dating for 2 years now and I still don't like her. I liked his ex;Bianca. she was sweet,nice,polite etc. But they broke up, can't remember why,but I was sad.
I walk in a different direction from my parents and Luca. I think I'm going outside. I continue walking straight and I find my myself outside. it's peaceful and natural,unlike the fake world inside. The roses are red,the daffodils are yellow,the iris' are purple and the daisies are white. There are a lot of flowers and it's beautiful the way they are arranged.I walk in and take a deep breath. I look to my left and see a group of girls looking at me and whispering. I'm used to it so I don't care. I look away walking to a different direction. I see gardenias and I walk towards it. It's my favorite flower. I squat down before it and inhale its scent.
