Rory Milkovich is the youngest Milkovich in the family. She is 14 years old and completely different to her siblings.
She practically lives with the Gallagher family since her dad abused her since she was very young, causing her to even get pregnan...
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~ You will never understand the hell i feel inside my head ~
"I'm going out." I announce grabbing my coat and a pack of cigarettes
It surprised my family, not only because i had been stuck in my own mind for the past 2 days without showering, eating or speaking. It had been worse this time then it had every been
The voices in my head wouldn't stop, they still wouldn't stop. Every second of the day a new voice would pop into my head, it felt so real. What if it was all real?
What if what they were telling me is something i really needed to do. They were doing it to benefit me, it would help me get better? Maybe my mind isn't a war after all
"No your not." Mickey declared which made me roll my eyes
"You can't stop me." I shot back, grabbing my bag
"You can't keep doing this." Ian grabbed my hand
"Oh fuck off Ian, you did the same thing last week. Let me live my life." I laughed
"Aurora." Mickey snapped
"Leave it." Fiona smiled at him ressuringly "Have you atleast took your meds."
I stuck my middle finger up to her which obviously answered the question
"We are doing this again Ror." Mickey got my meds out of the cupboard "Take them."
"Piss off." I shouted storming out the door
Did i know where i was going? Did i really ever know where i was going?
I just ran, ran as far as i possibly could. I ended up near a bridge, the bridge i was at a few years before. It was the same bridge i tried to jump off but Mickey saved me
He was always there for me and i treat him like shit, why is my mind this way? Fuck why was my life so pissing messed up, nobody deserved this
I shivered realising i was only wearing shorts, i kind of liked the feeling of the coldness touching my once warm skin
I lit a cigarette that i forgot was in my pocket, to try and warm me up. The smoke filling my lungs instantly calming me down
I hadn't felt anything in a few days, it felt nice to actually not be trapped in my own mind. I felt human for once, not a total monster
I looked down at the calm blue water, taking in all the scenery. Unlike last time where i tried to end my life
"You should do it."A 'women' behind me shouted which made me drop my cigarette into the water below
