"i guess i was just meant to be wired to you"
zerobaseone's park gunwook
streamer au, enemies to lovers, slow burn
ft. zb1 members, kepler members, other gg/bg members
all idols used in this story are not what they are like in real life, all charact...
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"can i kiss you?"
yerim's pov.
i stared at my monitor in shock processing the donation that had just come in and had to hide my annoyance from the camera. i plastered a fake grin on my face as i 'graciously' thanked him for his kindness, before very quickly wrapping up the stream.
"thank you guys so much for tuning in today!! please be invested in my further updates on this dating contest that should be posted soon, and also another huge thank you for all the donations today - they really are going to a wonderful cause and i can't be happier to be able to give money back into a charity that helps out women like me, anyways - yerim out!" i cut off the stream as i sighed loudly, placing my head into my hands as i began to fiddle with my hair anxiously
why did he have to be so annoying? was pissing me off not enough for him that now he had to go further? i wished i could just understand what goes through his head when he does this to me. does he feel some sick sort of amusement from making my life miserable or is he just that stupid where he just sees it all as a joke? either way, he was infuriating and i didnt know how much longer i could go on with him pissing me off like this
i dreaded having to go on a date with him, because if i get this annoyed at him by a simple action then imagine having to put on a happy face for the cameras as we go on our date. i would rather die than have to do that, pretend i don't hate his guts and take off on my 'social media face' and just tell him what i really think - but alas i know i can't do that
and he knows it too. that was probably why he was choosing to torment me like this, he knows that i can't clap back without much worse repercussions effecting me. you see in our industry, it's perfectly normal for men to 'joke around' and insult women - but if we do it back then suddenly we're a hysterical emotional wreck who should be cancelled.
honestly, being an influencer was exhausting. and being in the gaming industry of all of them was even more exhausting due to how male dominated it was. i slowly lifted my head out my hands and took my phone from its place on the desk next to my head as i opened twitter - deciding to make an announcement for the top 5 donators today and say one last thank you to my fans
as i hit the 'send tweet' button, i moved out of the desk chair i was stuck to and flopped into my bed - continuing the existential crisis i was having only a few moments ago as i sighed dramatically into my pillow.
