"We can't keep doing this Alex what if someone finds out?" Max exclaims running his hand through his hair. " Your the one who came up this idea of doing this Max! But you can't back down now, please don't do this to me." I say with tears filing up my eyes, threatening to spill.
"You know as well as me no one is going to support me if I tell them I like guys, I can't afford to lose my seat for some guy!"
"Oh so I'm just some guy now huh?! The past 1 and a half year meant nothing? Or what about the fact we have been friends since we were five? I haven't been by your side through everything to be called some guy and be thrown to the side because you're afraid."
" Alex you know I love you but I can't do this" Max now also having tears running down this cheeks.
"You know what Max, fine have it your way but don't come back to me when you realize you'll never be happy if you keep being afraid of what everyone is going to think about you. I anyway can't loose my opportunity of going to Oxford for some guy." I say,enraged by this whole situation.
"Wait you got into Oxford? Why didn't you tell me?" He says completely ignoring what I said before that.
" Maybe if you actually spoke to me this week you would have known, but clearly your not interested in me or my life anymore."
"Alex-" Max says before I interrupt him "No you made your choice Max, and I will respect that you are so passionate about achieving your dreams and I hope you get everything you worked so hard for, goodbye."
I walk out of the door hoping he would stop me and tell me this was some joke, but he doesn't. I start sobbing thinking about how everything came crashing down.
"Charles can you please come get me at Max's place." I say while sobbing into my phone. "Hey Alex calm down take a deep breath okay I'm on my way."
About 10 minutes later of me crying on the sidewalk near Max's apartment I see my brother's car and make my way towards it.
The moment I get inside and see Charles looking at me worried I loose it and for the first time since Jules passed, I break down completely.
_________________________________
YOU ARE READING
Always
FanfictionIn which Alexander Leclerc returns to Monaco after finishing his degree in History and comes face to face with the person he so desperately never wanted to see again. His first love. His first heartbreak. Formula 1 two time World Champion. Max Verst...
