The battle.
Im laying on the floor, heart beating fast, head pounding, chaos in my head. I like him, I really do. But I don't feel like him and I make any sense, people wouldn't understand it. He's all into academics and sports and he does a lot. Him and I have a lot in common but I'm worried I won't be good enough. And her, oh her... she does a lot too. She's all about academics too and sports and school. I lack a lot compared to them, least in extracricuulars. His dad is in med, that's impressive. Heck, his mom is probably a professor of sciences. I can't help but wonder, what do I offer in exchange for there sons affection? Let alone friendship? Honor roll, 3.3 gpa, a career as an English teacher? Would that be enough? What if they don't like me? I'm hardly someone to brag and boast about, yet he seems to speak highly about me. I have got to hand it to him, he's always been the one to know how to charm people.
