Behind Books

22. Tears/Muffliato 2 👀💧

(Lily's Pov)
"Lucas cheated on me." I said.
I was about to tell Draco that Lucas hurt me.
But I chickened out.

"Draco I've known for a while. Ever since Amelia's shown me the voice memo." I said.

"I'm sorry." Said Draco.

He stood in front of me, and his eyes stared down at mine.

"But there's more." I said.
I really need to tell him.

"Yeah?" He asked.
"Um-"

I can't.

"I know Lucas treats me like shit." I said.

He didn't seem surprised I was saying this.
But of course he knew way before me.

"He never told me I was pretty. He never wanted to do much other then shag. He didn't make time for me. He talked to other girls all the time. And obviously he cheated as we were dating."

Saying that out loud hurt.
"I know." Said Draco.

"I'm so embarrassed." I said.
Draco lifted my head, and cupped my face.
"It's not your fault." He said.

"You were right okay. And Amelia was right.
I'm sorry I didn't listen. Draco I'm so sorry."

"It's okay Lily, what happened happened."
"I'm so ashamed." I cried.
"Shhh, it's alright." Said Draco.

"I'm sorry I got angry at you and Amelia.
I should've believed you guys when you said he cheated." I said.

He brushed my hair out of my face, and kissed my forehead.

"It doesn't matter Lily. You know the truth now." Said Draco.

He wiped away my tears, and I stepped back.

"Him cheating on me was a surprise. But I've always known how shitty Lucas was to me.

Draco I've known for years." I said.

That was the truth.
And I never wanted to admit it to anyone, or myself.

He walked in front of me, and bent to my level.

"Why didn't you break up with him?" He asked.
"Because Draco. You've said it, Lucas has said it.

Without Lucas, I might as well kiss my chances of having a boyfriend goodbye." I said.

"That's not true. Lucas will say anything to make you date him." Said Draco.

"I should've listened to you. I hope you're not mad."

"I'm not mad at all. You deserve better then that jerk." Said Draco.

He wiped my eyes, and pulled me into his chest.
"Shhh, no more crying okay." He said.

"I don't deserve this." I said.
"Yeah you do, come on." Said Draco.

We sat on the bed, and he rubbed my shoulders.
"You wanna keep talking? Tell me what else Lucas did." Said Draco.

"He wouldn't let me touch myself. He said it made him feel bad about himself. So I never did." I said.

"What the fuck?" Said Draco.

"One time he pulled me into his dorm, just to ask if I've been shagging around. I said no, and he um." I didn't wanna continue.

"What did he do?" Asked Draco.

"It's embarrassing." I said.
"I don't care. You can tell me." He said.

"He grabbed a mirror, and made me take my underwear off. He then put the mirror between my legs and stuck his fingertip in me.