Behind Books

11. Library 📚

(Lily's Pov)
December 2nd
Lucas still hasn't spoken to me, and it has me really worried. I look at him in COMC, he seems perfectly happy with his friends.

It's like us being apart means nothing to him.
But it means everything to me.

Nights have been hard. Not only because of my usual anxiety, but now I'm thinking about Lucas.

Amelia has to calm me down. There are times I don't wanna wake her, but my crying ends up doing the job.

Amelia says she doesn't mind, but I feel like she does. Sometimes I feel sorry for her for being friends with me.

I went to the library, because I needed a quiet place to study. Exams are in 18 days.

I was the most worried about DADA.
Snape already hates me after I fucked that presentation up.

Potions I was okay at, and I think I'll do good at COMC. I've always loved animals, so studying them has never been something I dreaded.

I walked over to the bookshelves, and looked for more books on creatures.

I went to grab a book, but a hand held it in.
"I'll be taking that."

He slid the book out, and I turned around.
I wasn't surprised to see Draco smirking.

Then I realized something.

"You know Draco, I've never seen you smile."
"What?" He said back.

"I've seen you smirk countless amount of times. But smiling, I haven't seen at all."

"That makes sense. I'm not happy around you, why would I smile?" Said Draco.

"Speaking of being happy, have you casted a patronus yet?" I asked.

His face dropped.
"None of your fucking business." He said.

I laughed again, and he slammed his hand over my mouth.

"Shut the fuck up." He said.
He grabbed my waist, and backed me into the bookshelf.

"There are people around." I said.
"They can't see us." He said.

He cupped my face, and my heart pounded.
I don't know why it pounded though.

"Remember what happened the last time we were in this predicament?" He said.

"That was a mista-"
"Shhh." He said covering my mouth.

"No yelling in the library." He said.
He let my face go, and grabbed my waist again.

"Remember how wet you got last time?"
He asked.

My face went red.

"Remember the way you let me lift your skirt.
The way you let me touch you?" He asked.

I didn't know what to say. He looked down at me with hunger in his eyes.

"You were so desperate you let the guy who you've hated for years get all handsy."

I know I did.
I was ashamed.

"Even now. You aren't stopping me Liliana."
I pushed him back, and he chuckled.

He then walked away, and I stood there frozen.

I don't know why I let him. My brain told me no, but my body liked it. I sat back down, and noticed the book Draco took from me was sitting there.

I don't know why, but I felt flushed.

(Draco's Pov)
That went perfectly. I'm gonna get my hands on her whenever I get the chance.