take my hand, give it a chance

XVI

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: i'm here 4 u :
( bills pov )

"Y/n, are you hungry?" I ask, knocking on her door.

No answer.

I knock again.

"I'll just bring you a plate just in case your hungry later" I softly sigh.

She hasn't came out of her yet.

I walked to the kitchen, grabbing the plate off the counter I made for her.

I've been doing this for a couple days.

I have no idea if she's been eating the food I've made her, but i hope so.

I hope she is.

I place her plate by her door, "Your plate at the door" I say.

(Y/n pov)

"Your plate is at the door" bill says behind the door.

I wait until I hear footsteps walking off, once they were done I looked under the door.

No one.

I opened the door and took the plate and locked the door back.

I placed the plate with all the other plates.

Me taking the plates has bill thinking I'm eating them.

But I'm not.

I just dump the food in the garbage bin.

I just been in my room all week, bathing in my tears.

Knock knock

"Y/n, I'm about to head to the store do you need anything?" Bill asks from across the door.

Silence.

He knocks again.

"Y/n?"

"No, I'm fine" I sniffle.

"Y/n... can you open the door" he starts to rattle the doorknob.

"Bill just go away" I say.

"Not until i see you, y/n please open the door. For me" he says.

I knew he was never going to give up sometime.

I dragged my feet over to the door and opened it.

"I'm fine, see" I say.

I shut the door, but bill stopped it with his foot.

"Y/n have you eaten!" He says grabbing my arm.

"yes, yes I have" I lie.

"You don't look like you have been eating, y/n are you lying to me?" He asks.

"No, are you eating bill?" I ask flipping the question on him.

"I have but this is about you, not me" he says.

"well not anymore" I say.

I walk past him, I hear him shouting my name.

I run out the door, speeding.

I heard footsteps behind me but they aren't as close.

I finally made it to the roof top.

"Y/n! Y/n!" Bill yells behind me.

I walk over to the edge.

Thinking if I actually want to take this step.

I look down, I see candles, flowers and pictures in the spot where Aria jumped.

I froze.

I was being pulled back.

"What are you doing!" He yells.

I fall into his arms.

"Bill, I just can't do this anymore" I break down.

"I know, I know" he says.

I bury my head into his chest as he holds me.

"Your doing the best you can, but jumping isn't the way to escape" he says.

"I understand your going through a lot right now, but did you think how we would feel if we lost you" he says.

That actually made me think, I've never thought how it would be if they lost me.

What if I was gone, how would life be.

"no.." I sniffle.

He lifts my head up, "look, I'm here for you".

"I promise" he says.

"bill im sorry but I just can't, not without aria. I cant" I say pulling away.

"Y/n-" he says.

"Bill, I'm sorry" I say walking away.

I wipe my tears walking off.

Maybe a walk would give me time to think about this all.

maybe..

hopefully..

Bill pulled me.

"Bill just leave me alone! I don't need you, I don't need anyone..." I say walking off.

Why wouldn't he leave me alone, this is want I want.

I just wanted to finish it all.

To be left alone.

To be gone from this miserable life.

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