Start Over

Four

April 24th, Sunday 2020
9:30 pm
Beyoncé Knowles

Megan and I have been working on a remix for her song called "Savage" the song is really fun and when I heard it for the first time I told her I needed to be on the remix. I sit in my studio chair and I spin around in the chair as I hold my notebook in my hand.

I push my hair out of my face as I go over the words I just written. I'm usually great with words and I can write about three to four songs a day but right now I have major writers block. Megan leans back on the red latex sofa while smoking a joint as she stares at me with admiration in her eyes.

"Why are you staring at me so hard?" I ask her playfully as I nibble at my bottom lip

"Because you're just so talented, it blows me away every time I see you in your element." She explains

I pout trying to hide the smile that's creeping up on my face. Whenever Megan praises me whether it's sexual or non sexual it really makes me feel like I'm doing something right. I know how talented Megan is at most things so whenever she compliments some on their work ethic or their talent she genuinely means it. She rarely compliments people in that aspect which makes me feel so special and I mean, I am pretty special because I'm this woman's wife.

"Thank you my love." I rasp out

"That really means so much to me, deadass." I say seriously

"Stop stealing my lingo." She jokes making me roll my eyes

"And you're so humble it's insane. Do you even realize who you are?" She asks me playfully

"I do." I reply as I nibble at the tip of the pen

"Your work ethic is so genuine and beautiful, you're literally Beyoncé everyone thinks that." Megan tells me as she adjusts her glasses

"Shut up." I say jokingly while smiling widely

"Seriously." She replies

"I love you, I value your opinion so much so it really means a lot hearing you say that." I explain

"You are the hardest working person I know, the way you're always so genuine and passionate about your work truly inspires me. So it means so much coming from you." I express my gratitude to her

"Alright stop gassing me up" Megan replies as she waves me off playfully

"I love you." I say through my wide ass smile

"I love you so much more babygirl." She responds

I look down and I go back to writing in my notebook. I try to focus on my writing but the feeling of Megan staring at me makes me so nervous but excited at the same time. She makes me so giddy I've been like this since the first time we met. It's been constant butterflies for 23 years of us knowing each other.

"Stop staring at me you're making me giddy!" I exclaim playfully as I look up at her again

"Sorry baby, I'm just your number one fan. I love seeing you pop your shit." She says sweetly

"I'll leave if you want me to." She adds on

"Please?" I ask