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Stimming

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for those who don't know, stimming is defined as: the repetitive performance of certain physical movements or , as a form of behavior by persons with autism or other conditions; . This behavior is thought to serve a variety of functions, such as ca...

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by Taryn_the_writer

by Taryn_the_writer

TW: talk of self-harm, slurs
Also, let me know if you like this kinda new style of writing. I need more feedback.
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Harry looks at the scars on his arms. They're mostly faded now.
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Maybe he should add more.
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Or maybe not.
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Where would he get a blade?
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Get that out of your head.
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Stop that.
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Louis would be mad.
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He'd leave you.
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He's probably going to leave you anyways.
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Cut yourself you retard.
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Cut until you hit bones.
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Make yourself bleed out.
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Bleed.
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Make it hurt.
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Make it burn.
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No.
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No.
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No.
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Scream.
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Scream louder than you've ever screamed before.
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Scream until you lose your voice.
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Scream.
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Scream.
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Don't.
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You'll wake Louis.
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He's too cute to wake.
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I'm going to the corner store.
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Leave a note for Louis.
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Couldn't sleep so I went out for a while.
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I'll be back soon.
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Call if you need me.
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Call if I'm not back by 10am.
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I love you.
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-H
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Phone, check.
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Wallet, check.
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Shoes, check.
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I can't take them yet.
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Clothes, check.
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Leaving now.
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Get that out of your head.
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No.
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Stop.
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I'm not.
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Stop.
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You shouldn't be back yet.
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Not yet.
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No.
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Go away.
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Stop.
See that guy over there? Punch him you retard.
No.
Punch him.
No. I won't
Punch him.
I can't.
Do it.
No.
Then turn around and go home to sleep.
Okay. That I can do.
Walk faster.
Walking faster.
Go home.
I'm home.
Sleep. On the floor.
Okay.
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what do we think of this writing style? idk how to feel about it. It won't work for every chapter. Please give me feedback. hate me