"I gotta go check on Dd" I ran after him.

DD

I couldn't bear the news. I had to leave and go outside for some fresh air. Is my lil brother really gone?

"Dd" I heard Maya's voice.

"What the fuck do you want bro?" I was annoyed. Some part of me thinks this is her fault.

"Excuse me? Nigga I'm tryna make sure you straight" she told me.

"We wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you!! This is your fault." I snapped.

"How- what I did?!" she was confused.

"Your bum ass friend Kdot killed Notti. YOUR FUCKING PEOPLE KILLED MY BROTHER" I started screaming at her.

"Kdot did this?" she questioned.

"Yeah, he did. And I'm pretty sure Blu was a part of it to" Ian even gone lie I'm just jumping to conclusions...

"First off, that nigga is not my friend. Second, how do you know Blu was a part of ts?" she raised a brow.

"I - uh- I don't. But I have a feeling" I pointed my finger. She rolled her eyes.

"Either way if we never MET YOU, HE'D STILL BE ALIVE!!" I reminded her.

"Damn muddy that's how you feel?" she said looking hurt.

"It's not my fault he died; I wasn't even there!! I barley know what happened" she tried to defend herself.

"What happened was he saw kdot, tried to chase him down, and kdot killed him" I explained to her.

She stood there like 🧍🏾‍♂️.

"Youn got shit to say now huh" I scoffed.

"Nigga I'm grieving too!! You forget that he was my fucking boyfriend? Shi I'd do anything for him!! You making it seem like I don't care Dd and ion like ds" now she sounded mad.

"Ion got shit to say because this is all fucking new to me. So suck a dick for being such a bitch to someone who was coming out here to help yo dumbass" she shoved me as she went to walk away.

"I fucking hate you Maya" I had to get the last word.

She turned around.

"Well hate to break it to you David, Ion like you that much either " she said in a tone that hit WAYYY deeper than it should've. I felt defeated- and hurt. The way she said my real name had me thinking maybe I took it too far.

"Maya"

"Nah fuck you Dd. You hate me, right? It's all my fault Notti dead right? Yk ever since me and yo brother became on good terms even when we different gangs, from different places, you haven't given me no type of respect. Or leeway. You made it seem like you wanted to still be opps. Like you wanted me to keep dissing. So that's what Ima give you. Ima give you exactly what you wanted" she looked me up and down.

"What that mean?!" I walked closer to her.

"It means I'm every O shot. Love your brother to death, Love Jay, and I love Ddot and Melz. I thought I had love for you but you just ugh" she made a disgusted face as she left.

"Fuck you too then bitch!!" I yelled but she was already about to turn the corner.

"FUCK" I yelled.











































got like 2 more chapters of this book left in me

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got like 2 more chapters of this book left in me

THE JAY BOOK IS OUT TODAY!! 

Y'all if I post one day and then randomly go ghost trust me I'm trying to peace together chapters-

The ndot book might b after I finish the Jay book or I'll js go back n fourth editing both at the same time idk-

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