Day Twenty Nine

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I have 29 days

Left to live.


I killed Alex Hail.

They found me.

They found him.


And now the date

Of my death is

Twenty nine days away.


I expected as such.

Of course I did.

I knew what I was doing.

I know what I am doing.


I'm going to die

In less than a month.

How do I deal with that?

How do I respond to that?


What do I do?

Deal with it?

I can't!


I'm going to die!

Because of one stupid mistake!


Help me!

Please!

I don't want to die!

I'm only 25

I don't deserve this!

I shouldn't have done

Any of this in the first place!


I would've had a normal life,

More friends,

An alive sister,

An alive Jack.


I would've done something with my life!

I wouldn't be rotting away,

I'd be doing something I love.


Why am I here?


Why do I belong here?


Why did I do this to myself?


Why didn't I stop?


Why can't I stop?


Why wont't I let it end?


Just let it end.


I think I'm ready

To feel the surface of the ground.


I've been falling for a long time.

I think I want to splat now.

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