The beginning

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It was a Friday night, Lutah had just finished school. She convinced her dad not to go to ballet and decided to hang out with Ferdu and Rashen. They went to her dads house since her parents were divorced.

'You want something to drink?' Asked Lutah to her friends. 'Yes please' 'sure' they said.  Lutah went to the kitchen and came back with red bull for them to drink. After they hung out for a while they decided to watch tv. They watched euphoria till suddenly Lutah her brother and his friends Jessie and Youth walked in. Youth greeted them and went to offer rashen a cigarette, which she took. Lutah was kinda staring at Youth, thinking about how handsome he was. He smiled about some joke Jessie made and Lutah became mesmerised. Ferdu stopped her staring when she began talking to Lutah her brother Martha. But Lutah couldn't stop sneaking looks at Youth.

Soon her brothers friends left and Lutah and her friends went outside to the garden and smoked the cigarette. They talked and Lutah strangely kept thinking about Youth, but she wouldn't tell anyone.

After the smoke they decided to go to Lutah's room and went to play truth or dare. Rashen went first and chose truth, it was a confession about who she would date if she didn't have a relationship. Then Ferdu went with truth also. Then it was lutah her turn. She went with dare to spice things up a bit. The dare was to add someone on Snapchat chosen by someone else. Ferdu imidiately shouted 'Youth! I saw the way you looked at him!' 'Ew no stop it! Jeez.' Lutah told her. 'Oh come on. He's a nice guy I think y'all will work together.' Rashen said. 'Fine.' She said with a disappointment face even tho she was secretly screaming from the inside. She added Youth on Snapchat and they continued with the game. Suddenly she couldn't stop checking her phone.


The next day

Lutah woke up and immediately checked her phone. When she saw a notification she quickly sat up and opened her phone. Without thinking she opened Snapchat. She couldn't contain her excitement when she saw that Youth added her back. She felt unsure at first but quickly decided to check if he sent any message, which he didn't.

Shit.

Why am I so disappointed? I don't even know the guy. She thought to herself. Finally she decided to drop the thoughts and wanted to get a hold on her own toughts so she invited Ferdu en Nola over. They agreed to come so she quickly got ready.

When they came over they talked, laughed and had so much fun doing each others make up but Lutah really just couldn't bug the feeling she had about Youth. Ferdu only made jokes about Youth and Lutah and she had to pretend she hated it, but in reality she kinda liked the sound of it. Suddenly, she had to pee and wanted to get a little break from Ferdu and her (kinda) annoying jokes. She got to the bathroom and realised she forgot her phone in her room, but she really needed to pee so she couldn't get herself to give a shit. She did her business and went back to her room only to find Nola and Ferdu smiling like stupid toddlers. 'What the hell are you guys up to?' She asked them. 'Nothing.' Nola said, but judging off her cheeky grin and Ferdu bursting out in laughter she wasn't believing them. She looked at them and sat down and opened her phone. She went to Snapchat while her friends were staring at her. She began feeling uneasy. When Snapchat opened, her heart sank for a second. Youth send a chat.

What?

She halfswiped the chat to find out that she already send a chat saying 'Yo' she looked at Ferdu who was dying of laughter and Nola who still had that cheeky grin on her face. 'No no no! Why'd you do that?!' Lutah screamed at Ferdu, who just kept laughing her ass off. 'I'm gonna kill you.' She said hitting her every where, but she just didn't stop laughing. What a bitch. Lutah thought. 'What? Otherwise you would have never talked to him. You should thank me.' Ferdu told her. Lutah ignored her and opened the chat. Youth said 'Jo'. Lutah hesitated before beginning to type; 'What's up?'. Oh my god! Did she really just type that. She began overthinking but quickly snapped out of it when she saw him typing. 'Good, wbu?' She kinda hated the way of talking he used, something like he couldn't give a fuck. 'Nothing much. Just hanging out.' She send. Nola was minding her own business, but Ferdu just kept sneaking looks at Lutah. 'Ohhh what'd he say?' She continued to ask over and over again. Lutah just kicked her every time since Ferdu sat across from her. 'Stfu.' Lutah told her. After that Ferdu became bored and stopped asking. 'Cool with who?' Youth asked Lutah after 5 minutes. 'Ferdu and Nola.' She replied very quickly. 'Oh yea I've seen Ferdu around.' Youth send back. 'Yea, probably.' 'Aren't you Martha his little sister. That little emo girl, haha?' He asked her. Lutah was disappointed. Like couldn't he be a little nicer? 'I'm not emo but yes I'm his sister.' She replied. Maybe she was to distracted by her imaginary version and the real him was just a asshole.

'Haha okey.' Youth said on which she didn't reply. She didn't know what to say, she was disappointed but also happy and sad and angry all at the same time. She decided to just watch tiktok instead just like Ferdu and Nola were doing. After about 10 minutes Youth suddenly send a chat. Lutah got excited and Nola catched her. 'Oooo is Youth your boyfriend already?!' She laughed. 'No. Ewww I would never.' Lutah told Nola. She opened Youth quickly. Her smile from the inside kinda dropped when he asked 'Do you or your friends have any cigarettes or jonkos?' Omg, did he really just ask her that? 'Yo do you guys have any cigarettes or jonkos?' Lutah asked her friends. 'Yea I got some cigarettes from bokado. I'm sure she wouldn't mind if we took some. I'll pay her back.' Nola said. 'Yea I have some drugs on me. Why?' Ferdu asked. 'You guys wanna smoke etc with Youth and his friends?' 'Sure why not.' Ferdu said. 'Yea we have some shit.' Lutah replied to Youth. 'Yo you guys wanna smoke with me milione and menso?' 'Yea where?' 'Bird.' 'Alr we'll be there at 4.' 'Alr see u there.' Youth replied.

'Come on guys we're going to Bird and we need to be there in 5 minutes.' Lutah told Nola and Ferdu. 'Alr let's go.' Nola said with a cheeky grin again. 'Wipe that look off your face.' 'Never.' Nola replied. The three friends went on their way to Bird to get some stress off their mind and have a great time.

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