Inside The Mind | Poetry

Wishing and Hoping

To others, her laugh may be obnoxiously loud
But to me, it is a melodious sound
Her gaze, so sharp, others fear her
But that gaze has cut through my heart

It's too early to say anything
But I know what I feel
I feel like on clouds above, floating
Just the thought of her is there

She is like the seasons of the earth
Her mood changes from time to time
But still, I love that about her
Every flaw and every emotions she may show

Sometimes I wish I had the courage
To go and tell her everything my heart keeps
But just today as I'm speaking to her
I felt my nerves go up through my body

I feel like she's the one
But I can't be too sure of that
She doesn't know about these feelings I have
And maybe she never will

I imagined life where she's mine
Countless nights we would fall asleep together
Late night talks at her own apartment
Endless dates that would end up of us wanting more

Days in school spent knowing she's mine
Shooting shy smiles and reassuring gazes
But it's just a fantasy in my mind
Hoping it would be real

So I'll smile sadly
Wishing and hoping that one day
I would tell her everything I felt
And every thing about her that I adored

-J