Inside The Mind | Poetry

Hopeless

Here I am, in front of my laptop

reading old conversations we had

"..I miss you..."

I constantly ask myself every day

Where did it all go wrong?

How did we become like this?

It's funny really, me holding onto the past

me still wishing you'd come back

But you found him

You love him

And I couldn't blame you

There was never an us, I know

You only saw me as a friend

nothing more, nothing less

I won't lie; it hurts seeing you with him

When it should've been me

You could've picked me

Love is a funny thing really

But I'm hopeless and helplessly in love

To someone, I can't even have

"I love you, forever and always"...

-J