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*TW: sexual assault*

i don't know how to write this
how to poeticize the trauma again
how to reword all the pain
i have no synonyms for disgust
and anger
and empty
and betrayed
no metaphor for his hands
no simile for the way i froze
no other way to explain other than
it happened again
and
he said he loved me
and
i feel like it's my fault—
there are no other words to write
there are no other words to say
there are no words
at all.

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