i want a bullet in my skull
but not the one you think
i want a bullet full of happiness
a bullet that drives my mind to continue
a bullet that keeps away the bad memories
that shit'll keep me strong until the day i pass
which won't be for a long time
i want a bullet to keep me working hard
a bullet to make me see the truth
a bullet to help me realize that i'll end up fine
i won't shoot myself with that gun
i'll let life shoot me with it
that's what it's been doing anyway
//
HAZY
HAZY
LIFE'S BEEN FUCKING CRAZY
I'M STILL STANDING HERE AFTER THE SHIT I'VE BEEN THROUGH
THIS IS STILL THE CAREER THAT I'M DOWN TO PERSUE
EVEN IF I FAIL I'M STILL GOING, SO DON'T WORRY ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS.
I'M ALWAYS HATING AND LOVING LIFE
THAT'S WHAT EVERYONE DOES, RIGHT?
BUT SOME PEOPLE LOVE TO SUFFER
I AIN'T PART OF THAT GROUP
I WORK SO I CAN MAKE MYSELF AND OTHERS HAPPY
THOUGH I HAVE TO REMEMBER TO KEEP MYSELF AS HAPPY AS I CAN
BUT IF YOU DON'T WANT HAPPINESS FOR YOURSELF
THEN I CANNOT HELP
IN THE END I CAN ONLY HELP MYSELF
AND THAT'S FINE
THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF
SELF CARE
SELF CARE
SELF CARE
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF IN GOOD WAYS
And drink water today.
