It took me a while, but I learned to accept it.
In the end, I have to sit and do my thing.
You've shown me time and time again that I have to stop trying so hard for the wrong thing.
Yeah, I can't change anyone else. I know that. I just wanted what was best for everyone, but that's not how this goes.
So, I'll focus on myself and continue to do that.
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FUCK YOU
I DON'T GIVE FIVE SHITS WHO YOU'RE MAD AT.
YOU CAN'T JUST TAKE IT OUT ON ME AND GET MAD AT ME FOR DOING WHAT I WANT WITH MY LIFE.
I CARE FOR EVERYONE, BUT IF THEY DON'T CARE FOR THEMSELVES, THEN WHAT AM I DOING?
GOING BACK TO FOCUSING ON MYSELF
I GAVE THEM A CHANCE
I GAVE MOST A CHANCE
IF YOU DON'T TAKE MY WORDS OR AT LEAST TRY TO UNDERSTAND THAT I CAN ONLY DO SO MUCH BEHIND A SCREEN, THEN I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO TELL YOU.
YOU KNOW AS MUCH AS I DO HOW HARD IT IS TO DEAL WITH MULTIPLE PEOPLE AT ONCE
AT SOME POINT
YOU JUST HAVE TO ACCEPT
THAT I'M GONNA STAY FOCUSING ON MYSELF
I DON'T HAVE TO GET RID OF MY MORALS
IF I GOT RID OF THOSE, THEN I WOULD'VE LEFT A LONG TIME AGO
I WOULD BE A DIFFERENT PERSON. DON'T COMPARE ME TO SOMEONE WHO DID US WRONG, BECAUSE I'VE DONE NOTHING WRONG. FOCUSING ON MYSELF IS NOT WRONG.
IF YOU WANT TO RISE UP IN THE WORLD WITH ME, THEN STAY WITH ME.
IF YOU DON'T, THEN I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO TELL YOU.
IF THAT'S HOW YOU WANT TO LIVE YOUR LIFE, LIVE IT THAT WAY.
JUST DON'T ATTACK ME FOR BETTERING MYSELF.
