CYPHER [BTS 8TH MEMBER]

◕ SOLO PERFORMANCE ◕

2017

Everyone cheered, waving their Army bomb who want to. We breathed heavily and walked back to the dressing room. I quickly changed into another outfit as and waited for the makeup artist to finish up her work. The boys patted my back with a good luck as I will be performing next. My solo album. So yeah.

"All the best" pd nim smiled.

I nodded smiling back at him and ran back to the stage and stood in my position waiting for the music to start.

I did my first two songs from the album which were Hello bitches and Tomboy. And everybody loved it. But the thing which crashed my heart my heart was that there was not so many lights up in the audience. It was black ocean when i started but soon it started to lit up. And it was less in compared to those performance I do with the boys.

"It was really good!" Pd nim smiled.

I forced a smile and drank water trying to ignore the thoughts.

"Best performance in the world!" Jin said once I sat down.

"Yeah! You killed it" Yoongi nodded.

Every one started to then compliment which eased my negative thoughts and I felt better.

"Now, the best female artist solo album of the year goes to...." The man scanned the area teasingly before taking out the paper and yelled out. "JUNG Y/N!"

I sat there wide eyes, pointing at myself in disbelief. "Me?"

"Yes you idiot! Now go!" Hoseok said pushing me gently towards the stage.

I smiled at the man and took the trophy in my hands. I looked at it and then back at the audience.

"Thank you.." I grinned. "I didn't really thought that i will get this award. But here i am standing with the trophy. *Sighs* anyways i um..thank to all the truth full listener to listen ny album 'Maneater' i really love y'all. And a special big thanks to my bandmates and pd nim because they supported me soo much and I'm really thankful to them. They helped me so much in my life I can't forget it. They're my family, my world, i love you guys!" I smiled at them with a bit of tears in my eyes. They smiled clapping and cheering. "Thank you AMRY!"

I bowed and walked back to the seat blinking the tears away.

The boys hugged me when I reached there. I sat down beside Yoongi and looked at my wrist where plenty of cuts were there.

Yoongi hold my hand and smiled, I smiled back. "Thank you"

"I'm always with you Darling"