endgame // sebastian sallow

PT: twelve - part one

PT: TWELVE 1
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Third Person Perspective

April 24th
15 Days Before The Separation

"You need to go back to Hogwarts, Y/n." Sebastian Sallow let out.

Sebastian didn't want Y/n to leave. Why would he? After a torturous journey through Azkaban, and finally having the love of his life in his arms, why would he encourage her to leave?

"Huh?" Y/n let out, barely getting her sense into place after a long night.

Sebastian was guilty. It wasn't even debatable. He wasn't well in the head and he feared that it was going to be an ongoing traumatizing healing. After hurting Y/n during a nightmare, he didn't want to risk it again.

"I don't have a wand yet, but I took hold of yours while you slept. I healed you before you left." Sebastian let out minutes later.

It took lots of courage to not hate himself healing the marks he left. It wasn't intentional, but as Sebastian thought, he wasn't right in his head, currently.

"Thank you." Y/n let out grabbing her wand slowly.

Sebastian eyed Y/n. There was a gut feeling that things wouldn't go well. Of course, he wanted to continue those secretive adventures. He loved them. The sneakier the better, but he also debated the risk.

"I don't want to go," Y/n sighed.

"This isn't a choice, Y/n," Sebastian said, "As much as I appreciate you here, you are known." He caressed her cheek.

Y/n Y/l/n was known. Sebastian Sallow always asked himself how he was successful in making the new fifth year his. It was still a bizarre fact to think about. It was the only thing that kept him positive.

After a few emotional exchanges of weakened words and love, Y/n adjusted to her departure that morning, forcibly.

"I'm going to miss you." Y/n looked over to her boyfriend.

Sebastian looked at her, always mesmerized by the looks, and force a smile out of himself knowing it wasn't going to be easy being by himself until she was back.

"Me too, Y/n,"

"I need to see you again. I don't care what risks it takes. I need to see you." Y/n let out again.

"You will," Sebastian said in confidence, "Once I find a place, I will let Ominis know. I wish I can owl you, but it's dangerous."

"I know." Y/n closed her eyes.

Sebastian was already missing Y/n and she hadn't left. He loved her too much and waiting another few days to find another secretive place felt like forever. He wished she could stay, but it would be a risk.

Sebastian bent a little, placing a gentle kiss on Y/n's forehead. The fear of hurting her again after the precious night still haunted him. She seemed so fragile to him at the moment.

"Be safe, Y/n. Don't worry too much about me."

"That's impossible." Y/n scoffed.

"I will see you soon, okay?" Sebastian reminded.

Y/n hesitated, also eager to stay with him, but listened, "Okay, I love you, Sebastian."

Sebastian wanted to keep kissing her, tell her he loved her so much, but again, he was afraid of hurting her. He didn't know why. His head was just messed up.