Nothing Ever Lasts Forever | BOOK 1 ✔️

2 | A night to regret

My sentence was "could I get your number?" she giggled. "Kas ma saaksin sinu telefoninumbri?" she answers.

And last but not least Alex since Elijah didn't want to know anything. "How do you say 'I love you' in Estonian?" he asked. Kie formed a slight smile as she responded. "Ma armastan sind". It sounded beautiful. But I don't think anybody will be using that. Kie did warn us that it was a difficult language.

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Kiara

Because of the bandage on my arm I decided to wear long sleeved clothes. Even though we are loaded, most of my outfits are from Shein. I picked out a couple accessories and put my hair into a high ponytail leaving only the curtain bangs out.

I finally decided on this really pretty long sleeved and medium short black dress. It is a bit revealing but nothing too much. I also decided to be over the top and wear my dance heels. They are 11 cm tall and have great ankle support. I might get yelled at by my brothers but it's okay.

Caleb walks in. He looks at me and laughs. "If I saw somebody look like that at a party I'd say "slayy" but now that I know it's my sister I want to say "changee""
I laugh a bit and then grab my phone and bag. The boys decided to take my car since it wouldn't cause trouble. We'll see.
It wasn't hard to sneak out since Alex and Dylan were in the house office discussing trip details and Chris was probably in his room either playing video games or scrolling on tinder.

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The party was held at somebody's house. I didn't bother to try and figure out whose. Caleb was gone right away and Elijah stuck around for like 10 minutes before going to have fun. He asked me if I was okay with it. I told him yes.

Even though my brothers are demons sometimes, I want them to have fun.

I saw this guy staring at me from the bar and made my way to him. "I didn't even have to beg" he started. I laughed. I grabbed a shot and downed it. He gave me another one. "I'm Carl" he then said. "Kiara" I responded. He looked a bit startled. In a good way.

"Kiara as in Kiara Carpenter?" he asks with an astonished look on his face. "The one and only" I smile at him. He hands me another drink. I take it gratefully. "So are you interested in a dance?" he asks then.

Me being a pretty well known commercial heels dancer couldn't resist. He grabbed my hand and we danced for a while. After some time I started to feel distorted. Like something was seriously wrong. By the look on Carl's face I could tell what had happened. This bitch must've drugged me. God I'm an idiot. I try to push away from him but he shushes me. "Easy baby it's okay. It will be over very quickly" he says leading me to a bedroom. I can't fight against. Something in me stops.

He didn't tear my dress, he didn't even take it off. He just did what he wanted to me and then left me there. I remember wanting to cry and scream. But his hands stopped me. Every sound I made his hand met my throat. It hurt. He was rough and it only felt good for him. I just laid there. After some time the shaking stopped a little. The drug had worn off.

I still couldn't move. I didn't want to. I haven't been so scared in such a long time.

A girl entered the room. When she saw me her eyes widened and she run over to me. She asked if there was anybody she could call and when I didn't answer she asked me for my name. I told her that and only that because nothing else came out. She told me she'd be right back and left.

I felt alone again. I was about to let myself pass out when I heard the door slam open. Strong hands grabbed me and sat me up. They pulled me close and I recognized Caleb's rings. He hugged me so tight. I just cried into his chest. Another pair of hands grabbed my arm. I heard Elijah trying to talk to me but I couldn't make out the words.

Suddenly it all went quiet. The party music stopped and doors were slammed. The bedroom door opened. I heard Caleb say something to the people there but again I couldn't understand the words. I knew I was shaking again and I knew I looked horrible. Caleb didn't let go thank God. Elijah stayed holding my hand as well. I flinched at any louder sound and at some point I found myself in our car. Still in Caleb's embrace.

Nothing better than getting raped at getting sober.

Every time I sniffled Eli squeezed my hand tighter and Caleb used his sweet voice to tell me how it'll be okay. 
I wanted to sleep but couldn't. Caleb put me to bed and asked if I wanted him to stay. I nodded yes and he did. Eli also brought his blanket and pillows and made a bed on the floor. And after some more time cuddled up in Caleb's arms, I fell asleep.

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