I don't want my struggles to affect you. The truth is, I don't have anyone else to talk to, and sharing my vulnerability makes you feel bored. Or is it the same story again? Maybe it breaks your heart to see the person you love fall into the deep end of her life.
She suddenly realized that she has a tolerance for pain that she can handle. I know that to me, you mean everything, but sometimes I wonder if I'm enough to give you what you need. I am afraid that the world keeps us apart because I'm draining you the same way I drain myself. Since you've gone silent and disappeared, I know it's my fault.
I will make it up to you, but first, I will make it up to myself. I will keep trying to heal so I can stop crying over my angustation, and I will find solutions and recover. I don't want this to break you. I'm going to be there when you need me. I will find a solution.
But I will not let you fall into the deep end. Believe me, it's not pretty, and you don't deserve it. Instead of listening to my struggles, I want you to hear the joy of purpose in my life.
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LIVING 101
PoetryIs a diary of the circumstances of Grace's life experiencing things and passing terribly in her teenage years' cause of her mental health hope this story relates to the person dealing with anxiety and struggles you're not alone and hope to find an i...
