𝐀𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐁𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬 [ ZNN FF ]

55

-few days later -

Nunew's POV.

I held Khun Yáy's arm as she walk. She slowly sat down on the sofa as I sat on the chair.

"I am so happy that you decided to come back to me Nhu." She said as I look at her.

"I knew that you would listen to me .." she said , holding my hand.

"Nhu , remember that what I choose for you .. will be the happiness that you wish for na .." she said as I force a smile , nodding.

"Krub .." I said softly. Soon footsteps was heard making the both of us turn seeing Rain approaching us.

"Aow , Rain .." said Khun Yáy as Rain smile.

"Sawadeekrub , Khun Yáy." He said , greeting her as she nod. I look at Rain as he smile.

"What brings you here today hm ?" She asked.

"I'm here to pick up Nhu for our pre-wedding photoshoot .." he said.

"Ah right , go ahead Nhu." She said as I got up , grabbing my bag as Rain pulled his hand out. I look at his hand and back at him coldly before walking passed him.

Zee's POV.

I sigh , looking out the window. I placed my hands in my pocket as I stare blankly.

"Zee ?" I turned seeing Janis.

"James and the rest are here .." she said and I nod. I walked down the stairs seeing James and the rest in the living room.

"Zee .. oh my handsome boy~ let me give you a hug .." said Fae as I chuckled weakly , letting her hug me as I pat her back. James sigh , squeezing my arm making me smile slight. Nat then gave me a hug as Max pat my back.

I sat down on the sofa as James sat beside me.

"You okay ? We heard about you and Nhu .." said James as I sigh.

"Khun Nu has to choose Khun Yáy .. It's the right thing to do .." I said as they all nodded.

"I've always known that we're too different ..and that there's no way we can be together even if we try to .." I said as James pat my shoulder.

"I knew we had to break up one day .. but what I didn't realize .. when that day has finally arrived , it's really hard to come to terms with it." I said , smiling weakly.

"But it's what's best for us." I said , nodding in acceptance.

"I can't believe this could happen." Said Nat as everyone nodded.

"But Zee .. Nhu is hurt too and you know that .." said Fae as I nod.

"I know .. but what can we do .. we both lost. We're both not strong enough." I said as Nat's phone then started ringing. He chuckled awkwardly as he answered the phone.

"Aow , Nhu .." he said as he looked at me.

"Where are we ? We are at um .." I shook my head , not wanting him to tell Khun Nu that they are with me.

"We are um at Fae's place ... yeah don't worry , we are on our way .." said Nat as he then hung up.

"Guys , we have to go now .. Nhu is looking for us .." he said as he then nod to Max. Max then walked towards me , plopping down next to me.

"Don't worry bro .. everything will be okay .." he said encouragingly making me nod , smiling weakly.

Nunew's POV.

"Khun Nu , smile please !" Said the photographer as I forced a smile.

"Thats it ! A little more , Khun Rain , mind putting your hand around Khun Nu's shoulder !" He said as Rain placed his hand on my shoulder.

"Khun Nu ! Smile !" He said but for some reason ,  it was hard for me to smile.

"I think we need to take a break." Said Rain as the photographer chuckled , nodding.

"Krub , sure .." he said as I sigh , moving Rain's hand away from my shoulder.

"Do you need water ?" Asked Rain as I shook my head.

"I just need to rest for awhile. I am tired." I said before handing him my bouquet of flowers , walking to where Nat and the rest is.

"Nhu .. you look amazing .." said Nat as I plopped down on chair , sighing as I held my head.

"Nhu .. what's wrong ?" Asked Fae worriedly.

"I just .. I don't know .." I said as I look down to the ring that Zee gave me. I still couldn't take it off even if I want to. I then felt like tearing up.

"I just .." I whimpered , hanging my head low as all of them sigh. Nat sat beside me , holding my shoulder as I sniffled.

"I just miss Zee." I whispered softly as tears rolled down my cheeks.

"Nhu .. it's okay na .. don't cry .." cooed Nat as I bite my lips , trying my hardest not to break down.

"I just want to be with Zee." I croaked as I clutch the ring tightly. I then laid my head on Nat's shoulder , sobbing softly as Nat rubbed my arm. Fae sigh , holding my hand tightly for support.

"It hurts so much .." I whispered as James sigh.

"It's okay .. don't cry .." said Nat as he wiped my tears. I close my eyes , breathing shakily as the rest tried to comfort me.

"Nhu." Called Rain from afar making me sit up , wiping my tears away as Rain approached us. I cleared my throat , breathing in and out as I get myself together.

"Come on , we have to continue .." he said and I nod. I gulped my saliva , getting up from my seat as I walked towards him.

- later night -

Zee's POV.

I laid down on my bed , turning to my side as I then saw Khun Nu who was laying beside me with a smile on his face. I slowly reached my hand out and soon he disappeared. I sigh , knowing it was just all in my head. I then look at my ring , sighing as I took it out. I then sat up , taking out my bracket. I got off my bed , walking towards my table. I then opened a drawer seeing a box. I slowly grabbed it , taking the cover off. I then placed both the bracelet and ring in it. I close the box , plopping down on the chair. I clutch my fist as tears escape my eyes.

I placed my head on the table as I then broke down into tears. The pain that I kept , I finally let it out. I knew that I wasn't ready to let go of Khun Nu but I had to. In order for him to be happy. In order for me to be happy. I have to let go of him. Even though I needed him , I still have to learn to let go of him. I couldn't even tell him that I love him back.

"I am so sorry Nhu ... I miss you ..." I thought.

Did you miss me ? I AM BACK , WE ARE ALMOST TO THE END OF THE WHOLE BOOK 🥺😫 will it be a happy ending ? Or will it be a sad ending ? What's your guess ? 😋