HOT SERIES #2: Waves of Pleasure

Chapter 15

We are on our bedroom right now watching Movie. We already had our dinner and decided to watch a movie before sleeping. I guess this is a romantic moment for me and Xenon because after a heavy day— spending our time on work, we finally found time to spend a moment with each other.

I am leaning on his shoulder while clinging my arms on his arms.

"Xen, what if you'd found someone better than me?" bigla ko nalang natanong sa kalagitnaan ng panonood namin.

We're watching a romantic movie. But there's a certain scene there that the guy cheated on his girlfriend.

By watching it, I come to think na paano nagagawa ng lalaki na iparamdam sa babae na mahalaga siya, na mahal niya ito, na hindi niya ito lolokohin. He made her feel that she is enough yet nagawa niya pa rin itong lokohin.

How come?

Nagtaas ako ng tingin kay Xenon habang tinatanong iyon. Tiningnan niya naman ako.

His forehead curled. "Bakit mo naman natanong 'yan, hm?"

Bumitaw ako ng tingin at ibinalik sa pagkakahilig sa kanyang balikat. I diverted my attention back to the TV screen.

"Wala lang." simpleng sagot ko.

I don't know why I asked that kind of question. Hindi naman ako pala tanong pero habang pinagmamasdan ko ang pinapanood namin, hindi ko mapigilang mapaisip.

I feel Xenon's love but what if kagaya lang din pala siya ng iba? What if makakita siya ng mas better sa akin?

I know there's a lot of fishes in the ocean. Hindi malabong mangyari iyon.

Umayos ng upo si Xenon. He held my both shoulders and slide it into my hands.

Pinaharap niya ako sa kanya at pinisil ang aking kamay.

"Are you scared that I might found someone better than you?" he asked softly.

I nodded. I couldn't look at him directly on his eyes.

He held my chin and make me look at him. "I will not. Don't be afraid because I will not. I can't find someone better than you because you are already the best. Magtiwala ka lang sa akin."

May humaplos sa aking dibdib. Napakasarap marinig ang mga katagang iyon kay Xenon. Napanatag na ang loob ko.

He's right. I should trust him... I should trust my husband.

"Thank you..." I uttered.

He gave me an assuring smile. "I love you." he said and kissed my forehead.

Bumalik na kami sa aming posisyon at pinagpatuloy ang panonood. Ngunit maya-maya pa, nay isang eksena naman doon na kinompronta ng babae ang lalaki tungkol sa mga past relationships nito.

Napaisip na naman ako kaya tinawag ko si Xenon sa kanyang pangalan.

"Hmm?" Xenon answered when I called him.

"How many ex did you have before?" tanong ko naman.

Nagkatinginan na naman kami. "I have six ex, why?"

Nagulat ako dahil sobrang dami niya palang ex pero masaya naman ako dahil sinagot niya ako nang maayos.

"Did you fvck all of them?"

Nag-isip-isip pa si Xenon bago ako sinagot. "Yeah?" patanong niyang sagot.

Isa na namang nakakagulat na rebelasyon.

I rolled my eyes and leaned on the headboard while my arms were crossed. Nakatutok ang mga mata ko sa screen pero iyong utak ko ay nagliliwaliw na sa kung saan. Sobrang dami na namang nagliliparin sa utak ko.