Who am I to deny what I feel inside
I fight the truth for fear of losing the one thing that is keeping me going
But at the same time I'm afraid of moving forward with anything that means more than a good time.
What happens when you inevitably get tired of having me around ?
And I lose myself all over again?
I have a knack for not knowing who I am without someone by my side
My codependency shows more often than I'd like to acknowledge
And how to I stop feeling so goddamn codependent?
When do I learn how to exist in my own space and be happy being alone
How can I be codependent and have a fear of commitment?
How do I learn how to communicate my feelings and fear ?
How do I truly learn what it means to love someone ?
None of this is fair to you
And none of this is fair to me
Just trying to see the point or the light at the end of this tunnel
But it feels like I'm crossing the universe trying to figure out what's going on in my own head and yours.
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Love and Other Shit That Makes It Hard To Sleep
PoetrySad shit, love shit, makes you wanna cry and shit. Just some poems I wrote. The things that inspire me are usually sad, but one day, I'm gonna be able to write about how happy I am.
