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•|Crying alone- Namjoon|• 13

Y/n: 13

Namjoon: 23

Crying alone in my room, 8PM. Diary entry.

   I'm so tired right now..I got bullied by Hara again at school..I hate going to school everyday, it's so tiring to get bullied no matter what action I make.

My tears are pouring on the page I'm writing on..I also got into a fight with eomma..I hate getting into arguments with eomma..It always lowers my self esteem in a way..

I wish I could just die sometimes..but I'm hanging on for now. I have my 7 brothers with me, and I know they would stay by side until the end. I'm only alive because of them staying by my side, they are my best friends and my brothers..I love them more than anything.

They've been by my side during my pain..
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I was going to continue writing, when Namjoon entered my room.

I closed my diary and tried to stop crying to pretend I was okay.

But, it was no use.

Namjoon sat down next to me.

My head was buried in my legs while I hugged my legs, I sobbed and my tears fell on my knees.

Namjoon caressed my hair softly.

"..Did something happen...?" He asked me in a soft, slightly whispered voice.

I lifted my head up, there were tears streaming down my cheeks, my eyes were red and puffy from crying.

Namjoon softly caressed my cheek.

"It's okay Y/n.." he said in his soft whisper voice which always comforted me.

He then warmly pulled me into his embrace, wrapping me into a soft hug.

He caressed my hair softly while I cried on his chest and hugged him back softly.

"It's okay Y/n, it's okay.." he said, rubbing my back gently.

I was too upset to speak, so I just gave him the closed diary.

  I found it easier to open up my feelings through writing other  than words.

He then opened the diary to the page I just wrote.

He read it and put it down and looked at me with a concerned look on his face.

He gently wiped my tears away.

"We'll always be by your side Y/n, and I know eomma and Appa can sometimes be..." he sighed.

  He then wrapped his arms around me once again. "It's okay..im here for you...I promise I'll make sure you stop getting bullied.."

"And..I know the feeling of wanting to die sometimes..but remember I'm here.. and I promise to talk to eomma about it...hm?" He told me softly.

"Thanks Namjoon...I love you..thanks for always being by my side when I need you the most." I said.

"Of course Y/n..im always here for you, I love you too." He said smiling.

I smiled and hugged him back softly.

||Crying alone||