Scopophobia

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Ship: Nayeon x twice

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Plot: Twice try to get nayeon to focus but she doesn't want to look them in the eyes while speaking.

Nayeon pov

I woke up to jihyo slightly shaking me so that I would wake up.

"Nayeon wake up we have practice in an hour"
She said with an annoyed tone.

I bet she had woken everyone except me already. She looked very stressed out so I wanted to hurry so that she wouldn't get way to stressed and slip into a panic attack.

"Yeah... Yeah...coming!" I slightly yelled

Jihyo then left my room so that I could change in peace. I put on a tennis skirt and a cute crop top with it.

When I got out of my room I barley had time for breakfast. I packed a banana and a water bottle for myself so that I wouldn't die during practice.

When I had packed it was time to go to dance practice. I was so tired from yesterday I had barley slept anything. I was to busy scrolling through tiktok to see what people thought about my solo pop! So that made me forget to sleep

I almost fell asleep but then I felt a warm hand slightly shake me. It was Momo.

"Don't sleep we are here now come on" she said and smiled warmly at me.

I had never ever said to anyone about my phobia of being being stared at. I thought it was so embarrassing and that my members would hate me for it or that they would tease me.

When we got inside I almost fell over because of how dizzy I was.

"Are you okay?" tzuyu whisperd to me in a concerned tone.

"Yeah...don't worry about me haha" I said while plastering on a fake smile.

When we got into dance practice I knew my moves were sloppy.

We had about half of our dance practice left but jihyo snapped at me because of me being so tired.

"Yah!.. Do you think this is a joke nayeon your the oldest but you can't focus in the choreography correctly" jihyo just scolded me.

"I'm sorry I'm just ti-" "No more excuses" jihyo cut me off while I was speaking. I was very upset for the rest of dance practice.

"Nayeon come here!" jihyo yelled.

"Dose this look like some fun game to you? We have a fucking comeback tomorrow and you don't know your moves.. Wow I am so dissatisfied with you".

I felt this feeling of jihyo staring at me. I could feel my heart starting to race and my hands starting to sweat. I couldn't look at her.

"Look at me when I speak" jihyo said with a very angry tone

"Maybe you should calm dow-" Sana tried to say

"Shut up Sana I'm talking to miss nayeon here" she hissed

Sana immediately got hurt I looked in sanas direction she was clearly heart broken she couldn't believe her best friend just dissed her like that

I could feel someone pull my chin. It was jihyo she had made us look at each other face to face with jihyo she stared at my soul. I felt sheer panic wash through me

"Please don't look at me" I whisperd but unfortunately jihyo heard

"Excuse me that's not how you talk to your leader, look at me when I speak with you" she said with a lifeless tone

I looked at every place except her face I couldn't bare the thought of being stared at

"LOOK AT ME" jihyo then screamed I could hear Dahyun crying and tzuyu on the verge of tears while the others comforted them

I tried closing my eyes so that I wouldn't have to look at her but I could still feel the other members gazes

She then forced me too look at her and I could feel the other members cold stares at the back of me. I hated every second of it

"Jihyo st-" Sana tried once again

"No sana Nayeon clearly the oldest is making mistakes for attention and she won't stop!, I'm fed up with this Nayeon do the choreography right!" Jihyo yelled tears streaming down her face

I could tell that she was very frustrated I felt very bad for making her stressed.

My body started sweating. My heartbeat got higher my blood pressure was way to high I knew what was happening... I had gotten into a very bad panic attack and then I collapsed on the floor.

I pushed my knees towards my face and hid my face in my knees while sobbing. All members came towards me even jihyo.

"Can you hear me nayeon??!!" jihyo yelled

I nooded bit you could tell I was shaking

"Match my breathing remember the exercises we do breath in for 3 seconds, hold it for 3 and exhale for 3 seconds." Mina told me I could hear they she had been crying

"Oh my good I'm so so-" Jihyo then broke down next to me

Nobody went to help her so I decided to do it on my own

I crawled slowly toward Jihyo hugging her

After a while of me and jihyo hugging we separated our breathing was stable enough so that we could talk 

"Bubs I'm so sorry I didn't mean it like that" jihyo said while apologizing over and over and over again

"I... I.. I'm sorry.. J.. Jihyo" I said sadly

"Bubs no... It's my fault" she said again

"I'm so sorry i was just so stressed over our comeback that it just slipped" she said

"Why did you start crying I have seen you handle Jihyos harsh stress words before why is it different now?" chaeyoung asked me politley

I froze

"D... Don't hate m...me after this or think d.... diff... differently of me.." I stutterd

Twice looked around and at each other nervously.

"P.. PROMISE?" I kind of shouted

"Yes yes we promise"

"I... I h..have a p..p..phobia o..of being st..stared at..."

At fist it was kind of quiet before Jihyo hugged me again begging for my apology of course I said yes immediately

"We didn't know Nayeon I'm such a terrible leader..." Jihyo talked to herself

"No Jihyo your perfect" I said

"I'm gonna talk to the manager so that our comeback is pushed back so that we can all rest I'm sorry" Jihyo said

"We forgive you" all members said and then we had a sweet group hug that never ended

A/n
I don't know what I feel about this story if you had mixed feelings about this READ OMBROPHOBIA OR TOO MUCH because I'm proud of those stories and omg we hit 700 reads!!!:))) words:1082

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