"𝘐 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘮𝘦." I lay in bed, thinking what I could've done better, regret keeps flowing in my overfilled heart. While I was biking back home after the fight I realized what I said, and regretted it all, what I said must have hurt Bill, and it was my fault. "𝘐'𝘔 𝘚𝘜𝘊𝘏 𝘈𝘕 𝘐𝘋𝘐𝘖𝘛!" I shout holding my head in my hands, how could I have mess up that bad?
𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘥𝘢𝘺
My alarm clock goes on and wakes me from my escape from regret. "𝘍𝘶𝘤𝘬.. " I say as all the shitty thoughts flood into my head.
𝘐𝘥𝘪𝘰𝘵,
𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵?
𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘢 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥,
𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶.
"𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘱 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘢 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘬 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭. " I moved over to the other side of the bed to shut off my alarm and I sit up to get out of bed, I stay as quite as possible trying not to wake anyone up.
I walk over to my closet and search for something to wear, so I just wear the usual, a Hawaiian shirt going over a regular shirt and boring shorts. I exit my mess of a room and make my way downstairs trying to avoid any creak the floor makes, I pretty much memorised every noisy part of the floor.. That doesn't make my mental health sound good at all. I finally make it out of this hell hole and run to my bike.
I decided to go to the arcade, since it's probably my favorite place in derry, I walk inside and of course.. I go to 'streetfighter'.
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Richie tozier angst
Fanfiction𝘛𝘞, 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵, 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘰𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘢, 𝘴𝘭𝘶𝘳𝘴, ( only ones I am aloud to say) 𝘢𝘣𝘶𝘴𝘦, 𝘱𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘤 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘴, 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘚𝘏, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘕𝘰𝘯-𝘊𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘯! This is my first story so it isn't gonna be per...
