Ashes Of Love: a silvase fanfic

Beginning Of The End

Silver sits on a snow covered hill alone, staring at the moon over the horizon

He hears footsteps behind him but ignores it keeping his legs tucked up to his chest

Blaze sits down beside him crossing her legs

Silver furrows his eyes and continues to stare at the moon

[Blaze]
You gonna keep ignoring me?

Silver keeps his eyes fixed on the dark sky

[Blaze]
Everybody's celebrating without us you know

[Silver]
I don't do good with crowds anyways

Blaze looks to Silver surprised he talked

Silver keeps his eyes directed forward

[Blaze]
I'm sorry

[Silver]
No you aren't

[Blaze]
Silver yes I am

[Silver]
Blaze no the hell you aren't, you've had every possible chance to make it up to me, any little tiny thing as well, I'm not a grand person, anything, anything at all could've made me forgive you, but here you are on the last day before you leave which I didn't even know till just a few days ago, THANKS, trying to scrounge for forgiveness that isn't in me no more

[Blaze]
Silver come on don't say that

[Silver]
Why should I forgive you? One reason that's all I need and I'll take it, but here's the trick, it's gotta be a good reason

[Blaze]
Because I'm your friend

[Silver]
That doesn't mean jack shit, if we're friends why am I not a contact in your phone despite knowing each other for a pretty damn long time, if we're friends why did you leave and not say anything to me, if we really are some close mother fuckers, why, why didn't you tell me, AGAIN??

Blaze stares at Silver trying to find the words to cough up

Silver sighs

[Silver]
Listen, if all you're looking for is forgiveness, either give me a good reason, or just leave, go back to the people who can forgive you, your actual friends

[Blaze]
Silver you're being extremely selfish right now

For the first time that entire conversation Silver stares back at Blaze but it's not a good expression, he looks as if he could pop from the anger he's trying to keep inside

A chill goes down Blaze's spine

[Silver]
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? ALL I'VE EVER FUCKING BEEN MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE IS SELFLESS, YOU KNOW WHAT, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT, I THOROUGHLY DON'T FUCKING CARE HOW SELFISH YOU THINK I AM, GO FUCK YOURSELF

Silver stands up and slides down the small hill continuing to walk away

Blaze stands up and walks after him

[Blaze]
Silver come on, I didn't mean it I'm sorry

Silver flips Blaze off without turning around