Jeno
Thank you for answering
I asked because I think I'm gay and I'm
kinda panicking about my sexuality
again
Before I came out as bi, I freaked out
cause I wanted to make sure I wasn't
just confused so I wouldn't come out
if I didn't mean it
Sweetheart
I completely understand you
I've learned that it doesn't matter,
though
If you're questioning, you're questioning
and it's okay for your sexuality to
change. If you think you're bi and then realize you're straight, it's okay. Same if
you realize you're gay. You decide you're sexuality so you're not "wrong" and you don't owe anyone an explanation either
Jeno
Thank you
I just always freak out about this
When I thought I liked girls, I
preferred them at first and when I
got a girlfriend, I constantly
wondered if I was actually straight
and when I started to prefer guys,
I wondered if I was gay. And then
I basically went down a spiral of
sexualities wondering if I labeled
myself correctly and sometimes I
overthink and feel I have no idea
all over again
Sweetheart
Remember, you don't have to know
If you just know you like guys, that's
enough
I think Jisung had a similar concern
in terms of whether he's actually one
thing instead of another, I just know
he wondered about himself once
then talked himself out of a potential
breakdown
Jeno
That's like the most Jisung thing ever
but at the same time, how the hell
did he do that?
Sweetheart
I don't know. He won't talk about it so
you probably shouldn't bring it up
Jeno
Got it
Sweetheart
Is it okay if I ask you a question about
this?
Jeno
Let me guess, you wanna how I
potentially realized
Sweetheart
Only if you're comfortable with it
Jeno
I am
It's just that when I had a girlfriend, I
liked her but found it boring half the
time and didn't completely enjoy the
relationship and I haven't really
taken an interest to girls after her
Something about guys makes me more
attracted to them and I don't really
have an explanation. I just know I'm
more interested in guys and haven't
thought about a girl romantically in
like 3 years
One of my female co-workers had a
crush on me and she's fantastic like I
would've dated her but I could not
bring myself to feel anything
towards her
But that's over with now
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FanfictionJaemin, Mark, Jeno, and Haechan end up going on a blind date due to their friends hoping something will happen. Things will happen. But there's no guarantee it's going to be romantic and there's no guarantee it's going to end well for any of them. �...
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