((DISCONTINUED!)) i wan to go home!...yandere dsmp x male reader

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just a reminder out there don't feel sad be happy! im sayig this since where i live theres been a few suicides so pls dont kill your self trust me I've ben threw that faze but i ignored my thots until i got help and Wich i still do! this is going to be a vent chapter for m/n)) you sat on the horse you were near a mountain and you were fallowing tubbo but he started running so you were walking around on the white horse that you named p/n until you got a pain in your chest as you grumble you saw a arrow thru it you saw tubbo behind you as you could feel p/n runing away but then you felt yourself going thru the air then the ground you helped youself stand by a near by tree then saw tubbo and wilbur running to you until you got a bow out yelling "STAY AWAY FROM ME!" wilbur and tubbo had hurt in there eyes tears came down your face "I TRUSTED YOU TUBBO AND WILBUR BUT I GUESS YOU BOTH ARE DUMBASSES THAT DONT NOW WHAT THAT MEANS!...just like jshlatt.." "m/n?..." you saw the sadness swirl in his eyes you fell backwards off a cliff well then...i guess this is goodbye you thot your vision went black as one of your 3 hearts broke you "woke up in your bed but usually the wound would be gone but it was still there "JSHLATT QUACKITY HELP Pls!..." your voice cracked as you saw quackity in your site running to you helping you get to your room as he brought meds and potions out then whispered "what happened to you?..." "tubbo shot me and...i lost one of my lives now i only have two..." his eyes widen but swirled with anger "ill talk to Jshlatt later.." i nodded as i felt a potion poured into my wound i bit one of the pillows as tears fell out "wait why are you still injured?!" "i dont know.." after that you passed out for a hour then you saw Jshlatt talking to quackity "you know what's Ganna happen now i must tell m/n and welcome back from your nap m/n.." Jshlatt sat on a chair as quackity left "ima tell you the plan now.." we talked awhile i heard the plan and i was ready to do it but we had to wait the boring part.. i just sat in that room finally leting my wings out of its binds Jshlatt realized that my wings were hurt to so you tried bandaging them but i had to help since hes not the smartest person out there i couldn't sleep that night all i did was cry seeing how i was betrayed by my friends even best friends i ripped and threw a necklace of my neck throwing it outside into the forest it had a bee an guitar and a demon wich reminded me of tubbo, wilbur and tommy i cried and cried until at 5 in the moring quackity came in and comforted me until i calmed down then cried again hiding in the closet but this time it was Jshlatt "you ok m/n..?" "no..." i looked up at him dark bags under my eyes and this time he finally saw my butiful eyes since i always looked down near him or away from him sometimes then he put a disk in the music box ((maybe that's what its called i forgot what it is called)) i calmed down then fell asleep on my bed Jshlatt brushing his fingers thru my hair then left me to sleep for the long day to come since i needed to try and fly again i heard quackity and jshlatt talking i sat in the bed looking at the wall thinking about how different i am from everyone else...why am i like this? why do i want to hurt myself...i saw quackity come in resting on the end of the bed silently talking "are you ready n/n?" "yes" i got up as we walked out side quackity flying ready to grab me if it goes wrong but it didn't instead my wings still hurt but right now i cant fly for long periods of time but quackity was happy wich made me happy i think until i heard a crash from inside runing inside i saw dream grabing Jshlatt by the collar then looking at my surprised he let him down as quackity helped Jshlatt "holy shit m/n you alright?" "yea..Jshlatt you ok?" i walked past him i saw his skin turn quickly black liquid then instantly back to normal if freaked me out a bit as i sped walked to Jshlatt