Everyone got deathly silent after that as Jamie looked at me for help.
Looking away, I rolled my eyes.
Bitch I don't like you.
"I'll go, but Rose....know this. Louis is not letting you leave.", Jamie shrugged.
I just sat there quietly.
I'll find a way out.....believe that.
"So don't call this number anymore
'Cause I won't be there for you like I was before
I should've listened to my friends
They always know best
They said you were just like all the rest, so
I'll sing it loud in case you don't already know
Pack up your shit and go, go, go, go
Go, go, go, go
Pack up your shit and go, go, go, go
Go, go, go, go"
I sat packing all my things.
Heather had gotten me a new phone.
Everyone including the guys sat downstairs and waited for me.
I felt really good about this, like this was what I was meant to be doing.
"What's going on?", I heard Louis ask as I jumped.
"Oh, we're just going on a weekend beach stay.", I lied.
"I wasn't invited?", he asked.
"Sorry, you were busy at work.", I lied.
"Look at me.", he ordered.
"Yes, Louis?", I asked looking him in his eyes.
They were back to their normal light blue color.
"I'm going to miss you.", he smiled.
"Same.", I replied.
"I have to head out....I love you, my Rose.", he said heading for the door.
"I-", he slammed the door before I could reply.
He must be upset.
Oh well.
"Everything okay in here?", I heard Yami ask while knocking on the door that Louis just slammed.
"Yes, come in!", I yelled out.
"You almost ready?", she smiled.
"More than ready." I smiled back.
We headed downstairs with my bags and loaded everything up.
Louis sat on the steps and watched.
I thought he had to head out but whatever.
"Y'all bring her back safe and happy.", he said smirking.
"Of course.", Leo replied.
"We'd never harm Rose.", Gabe added throwing slick shots.
Everyone was quiet after that.
Getting into the passenger front seat, I shut my door without giving another glance at Louis.
That was really easy this time.
"That was too easy.", Leo grunted.
"Yea, it's suspicious.", Heather added.
"I can't trust you anymore
Look what you've done
You've turned this heart cold
And I don't know if I can love again
But I know for sure we can't be friends
This is the end"
I had been throwing up ever since I had left and I left about 3 weeks ago.
I was now in a different country and maybe the new food contributed to me always being sick.
I was on FaceTime with Gabe as I threw up.
"I'm really grossed out right now.", he mumbled.
"Shut up.", I gagged.
"Listen....when was the last time you got your period?", Lola asked coming up behind him in the camera.
"Um..I don't know. I've been busy with other things.", I groaned.
"Girl, I think you should take a pregnancy test.", she replied.
"I don't know about all that-", I laughed before she interrupted me.
"Uh, uh. Look under the sink, I told them to leave some for you there because maybe your way of coping is being a hoe so just incase.....", she stated.
"Girl, fuck you. You a hoe.", I laughed still over the toilet.
"I said maybe.", she laughed.
"Uh huh...listen. I will talk to y'all later. I'm going to lay down.", I sighed.
I got up from the floor and grabbed my phone.
They blew kisses at me and we said our 'I love you's' before hanging up.
When was the last time I had gotten my period.....
Pulling out a pregnancy test from off under the sink, I read the directions.
Pulling down my underwear, I took a seat on the toilet and peed on the test.
Once I finished, I placed it on the sink and washed my hands.
Heading out of the bathroom I laid in bed to wait for the 2 minutes to be over but I fell asleep instead.
I loved my new home and my new life...I didn't need a baby.
"So don't call this number anymore
'Cause I won't be there for you like I was before
I should've listened to my friends
They always know best
They said you were just like all the rest, so
I'll sing it loud in case you don't already know
Pack up your shit and go, go, go, go (go)
Go, go, go, go (go)
Go, go, go, go
Go, go, go, go (I should've listened to my friends)
Go, go, go, go ('cause they always know best)
Go, go, go, go, uh
I'll sing it loud in case you don't already know
Pack up your shit and go"
(Song : Go - Cat Burns)
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Sinful Roses
RomanceA young boy found a Rose that he could not love openly, so he kept it in a glass, sealed away. Now an adult, the Rose wants to be set free. Have all the things that the once young boy who is now a man, has now. Only thing that is stopping that is...
