chapter thirty eight

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Haechan
Jaemin...

                                                                        Mark
                                                      I like backhugs
                   And like gentle kisses on my neck
               I'm fine with affection but I feel like
               I rarely want it
                     I show my feelings in other ways

Jaemin
I like being able to be in someones presence without being pressured to
talk
But if I'm dating someone, it's definitely
not gonna happen without some form of affection
I also like giving and receiving kisses

                                                                        Mark
                                            What about kissing?

Jeno
Actually I'm not sure
I'm pretty sure the last person I kissed
was the girl I dated in high school and
it was nice but it was boring
But it was nice when she held my face
before and while she kissed me so that
And like innocent, sweet kisses
I'm not opposed to steamy ones but it
has to be the right vibe for that or it's
gonna feel wrong

Jaemin
Innocent kisses are the best

Haechan
I think I'd want innocent, sweet kisses
more than something heated but that
solely depends on my feelings
And I like the idea of being on each
others laps or laying on the other
But if it's heated, I want a wall kiss and
the hotter version of them on my lap

                                                                        Mark
                            I had a wall kiss but it was so
                            awkward
          Not necessarily to kiss but I like facing
          my partner while sitting on their lap
           Well innocent kisses and affection for
           that
           I like having my waist massaged and
           hands under my shirt but not past my
           stomach, just like resting comfortably

Jeno
My ex girlfriend did that and I hated it
I think I prefer when I initiate affection
cause I don't like being touched
sometimes
It depends on where

Jaemin
What do you guys consider as red
flags?

Haechan
If they're not kind to other people and animals
Like I'm not saying they have to like
them but they should be civilized and
not be an asshole to waiters, animals,
their siblings and parents
I get that sometimes people don't have
the best relationship with their family
but it's different than them just being disrespectful for no reason
And as stated before, I need to be able
to talk to other people and hangout
with my friends and give them affection.
It's just a thing I do and I need someone
to understand that
Same idea if they think I'm secretly
pining after like Jisung or something
cause he's my best friend and he's
important to me. It's fucking stupid

Jaemin
I agree with that plus people who don't
have patience or are condescending
And people who don't listen to me for whatever it may be
I'm sure I have more but I can't think
right now

                                                                        Mark
            People who don't communicate much
            and try to solve everything with
            affection
           Like if I'm pissed, you can kiss me but
           you can't JUST kiss me, we have to 
           talk about it

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