School is finally over.
I only saw Yoongi twice today.
Once in astronomy,
where he waved at me with
such an admirable grin.
And the second time was at lunch
with Hoseok, Jungkook, Seokjin,
and Namjoon.We only talked once,
when he leaned into my ear
and whispered:
"Happy birthday, Tae."I've grown back into the idea
of having a friend group,
based on how exciting it is
when there are more people to talk to
about your interests.I thought getting adjusted to the change
would take much longer
than it actually did.I've just finished changing into
a simple large white t-shirt
and baggy black pants.I have my glasses on
since I don't normally wear contacts at home
unless I forget which,
now that I think about it,
happens rather frequently.I have two glasses.
The first ones are small black ones,
which I wore during middle school.
My friends used to joke
about me looking like Harry Potter in them,
even though they're rectangular.The other ones are
larger silver colored aviator glasses
which are the ones I'm wearing now.I'm not necessarily insecure about wearing glasses.
They've actually given me
quite a bit of compliments.
The only people who laughed at me about them
were Joonkook
and my old friends.I was definitely more insecure about them
back then.After putting on a brown cardigan,
I walk downstairs
and freeze when I see
my dad standing there."Hey,"
He greets,
"When'll Yoongi get here?"I check the time on my phone
and nerves begin to flood through me.4:32 PM.
"Any time now."
He hums as I stand next to him and
start to fiddle around with
the end of my bunched up sleeve.What will Yoongi be like?
Will he suddenly change?No.
Yoongi wouldn't do that.But I also thought
my old friends wouldn't leave me,
then suddenly
they did."Why don't you wear your glasses more often?
They look so good on you."I nod,
still staring at the door.
"Thank you."For some reason,
I hadn't even thought about
what Yoongi would think about my glasses.I doubt he would hate them.
No one ever did.
They're just glasses
after all.A would you rather question
had come up in my head the other day.Would you rather
wear glasses
only to see all the problems the world has,
or never wear glasses
but never see the positives?It's more of a philosophical question,
which I do get sometimes,
but not nearly enough to be recognized as
a good philosopher.I like questioning something about the world
then finding an answer.If I ask a question
that can't have a direct answer,
I find myself becoming
less curious.
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