It is still unbelievable to me
that I know someone
who can only see
in black and white.I learned in biology
that it's more common for men to be color blind
than it is for women
because it's passed down on the X chromosome
and women have two X chromosomes
while men only have one.I also learned that color blindness
isn't just seeing in black and white.
My teacher used to say
that color blindness
is when someone's eyes
lost a color to see
or—rarely—whose eyes can't see
any color at all.Knowing this has been making me dislike
our astronomy teacher
for almost always picking on Yoongi
to answer a question involving
colors.I want to say something,
but it would be disrespectful
and I would get in a lot of trouble.So I wait
until lunch begins
and head to the music room.As I'm walking down the hall,
a girl confronts me.
Her hair is light brown
and reaches to the middle of her back.
It looks straightened.She's wearing a beige cardigan
with a white shirt underneath
along with light blue baggy jeans
and black sneakers.
It kind of matches
the style of clothes I wear."Taehyung-ah.
Can I talk to you?""Oh...
Sure, I guess.
I was going to-""Great!"
She grabs my wrist
and leads me through the crowd of students.
Some of them stare,
others glance,
and a few don't even bother.
She has a light grip,
as if she's distancing herself from me.We walk into the library
and sit at one of the long wooden tables
in the back of the room."Sorry for interrupting you earlier."
She tells me,
"I've just been meaning to talk to you
and I couldn't wait much longer."I now learn that she has
a wide grin."So...
This'll sound weird."
She lets out an awkward chuckle,
"But, screw it, y'know?"I don't respond
because I don't feel that
it's my place to."Um..."
She played with her fingers.
"I know this may come out as a shocker,
but I've had, uh, an interest in you.
Not because of your looks really,
but because you just seem like
a...uhm, genuine guy.
We don't get those very often.""I didn't wanna talk to you
because...you seemed to prefer being alone
and I didn't wanna mess that up.
But now that you're hanging out with Hoseok
and his people,
it kind of felt like
my chance,
you know?""So, yeah.
I like you.
You wanna date?"Part of me
expected this
because it happened to me all the time
in middle school.
But the majority of me
didn't think I could get those comments again.
I prefer it that way.She starts laughing,
and I'm even more
confused."I'm sorry.
I was dared to say that."
She covers her mouth.
"I don't like you.
Never have, never will.
You're just...weird.
Like some sort of
alien.
And though it's fascinating,
it's also really funny."I've never been called an alien before,
but now I know
that I don't like it very much.The more situations I find myself in,
the more I agree with Yoongi.People have a bad sense of humor.
I stand,
and the chair echoes a low screech
in the close-to-silent library."Have a nice day."
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I See Colors | Taegi
FanfictionTaehyung has synesthesia, a condition where one sense is paired with another, such as hearing a sound for a shape or seeing a color for a word. Despite his colorful world, he can still see Yoongi, a boy who can only see in shades of grey. Started: A...