Chapter 3- WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER?

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AVERY'S P.O.V

Life is hard. i dont even know why i even bother living

its like God has graced me with this kind of life because he hates me. I shouldnt even bother trying anymore. GOD how i effin wish i could die right now.

I squinted my eyes in the darkness. It was cold, and the air smelled musky. I wanted to go home- wait no i dont even care about that, I just want to die

Die in a deep hole and never come back- EVER. so why am i still breathing and living on this very earth right now if im complaining my ass off?

2 reasons

1- i didnt want to stay at that house

2- Jason kidnapped me out of will

Honestly the nerve of that guy *insert annoyed face*

He left me by this tree. In this stupid cold and dark forest. BY MYSELF. erase every single thought about this guy. Every sexual fantasy; i honestly dont care anymore

My lips were sore and my feet ached from walking, i appologise for sounding so depressing and complanative But if you want my life id be glad to give it to you.

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Jasons P.O.V

I cant resist the temptation to grab her by the waist and push her against the wall. My sexual urges for her are intesifying, if only this large boundary werent between us then  i could treat her the way i would want.

But this- this urge has to be stopped jason. I cant allow you to harm Avery the way that you harmed Violet, You thought she was the one also. She was but she wasnt in that way

I closed my eyes in annoyance- and punched the tree with my fist

"URG!" i shouted

i bet she heard that- now she will worry for me. God im gonna die in hell for this.

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