Before F.R.O.N.D.E.R

Lost Memory (Part 1)

"John, I'm very surprised to know there would be a woman who is willing to stay with you to the end, you are just weak and pathetic and always complains about all the things you go through."

"Stop, sis! Please stop messing with John, he is not fine, he needs help, please don't provoke him anymore!" - Sarah was saying loud to alert Hatano, but her older sister would never care, I'm very sure!

"How weak you are, instead of caring about yourself, you care about a woman who did not even come from our world..."

"Emotions are needless, if you can love then you can let it pass easily, to become stronger, you need to be live me, my words must be rough but those are the bitter lessons you will have to face, Commander."

"Pathetic, now stop crying and yelling in your piles of poops and become a man, become me, John Rigen! Show me that you are worth leading me, become a man!"

"Sis, sis! Please stop!"

"Shut the fuck off, a psychopath like you will never know what is love, even a dog can have emotions but you don't!" - I was very mad so I grabbed my M1911 pistol under the chair

"Shera made me better! I love her more than anyone else! I only need her to be with me forever!" - I pulled the pistol's actuator to load the bullet into its chamber

"A psychopath like you said emotions are needless then why did you cry while devouring your little sister when she died! Answer me, you are just only good at talking!"

"Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Clak! Clak!Die! Die! Die!" - I pointed the pistol to the door and fired until the gun ran out of ammo

"Arrggghhhhhhh!" - I threw the pistol to the door and then sat on the chair, holding my head to calm myself down, what the fuck have I done!

I slowly lowered my head while looking at Shera, I didn't care if she would lose her memory forever or not, her semester exam was about to come but I didn't care. Those grades were not important, I only need my wife, I didn't need her to be good at anything, now I only need to see her alive, healthy and remember me, I only need that!

"Ahhhh! Cries! Cries! What have I done! What have I done Ahhh! Uhhhhhh!" - I was crying because of thinking about my previous adultery, I just want my wife to wake up safety

"Ahhhhh! Cries! Shera, please wake up! Please wake up, I will be faithful, please don't forget me! Cries! Cries!" - I hope my subordinates and Reimi were still fine, I hope no one was staying at the door in the earlier incident

"Commander, we are fine, no one got hurt...please forget about my sis, I'm sorry."

"Cries! Cries! Cries! Ahhhhh! Please don't forget me, Shera! Ahhhh! Cries! Cries! Cries!"

Shera's perspective

My head felt a bit unpleasant as if something was covering it, I could hear the sounds of someone crying and yelling for some reason. I was wondering where I was but now I have a question I wanted to ask myself, I didn't know who I was, I was confused at what I was hearing.

I need an answer so I slowly opened my eyes and then the first thing I saw was a roof which seemed to be made of stones, maybe I should look more. I looked around and then realized that the room I was staying in had some items fell to the floor, a table seemed to have a heavily pierced, where am I truly?

Now I could feel that my head was pressing on a pillow which seemed very comfortable but my head felt to be a bit cramped, I looked up and saw a bunch of white cloths covering it. Someone must have tied the cloths around my head very tight, I kept looking around and noticed that the wooden door which seemed to be the room's door had a big hole on the left side, strange.