Before F.R.O.N.D.E.R

Lost Memory (Part 1)

I was a bit curious so I looked through the broken hole and saw Sir Rigen's eye was staring at me, I was startled so I kept my eyes away from the door.

"Smash!" - Sir Rigen suddenly charged his hand which was holding his bayonet through the broken hole and then swinging around as if he was trying to stab me

"Die, Reimi! Die, you fucking whore!"

I managed to dodge the bayonet and saw Sir Rigen was still swinging the bayonet non-stop when he kept grunting. I looked at the hallway and realized many maids, women soldiers and clean keepers were gathering around but didn't help me to block the door.

Those people were all worried and whispering to each other while witnessing I was blocking the door, they only stood there to look but didn't help me. Luckily that Lady Sarah and Lady Hatano later came out from their room and brought out two tables, I was about to be saved!

"Reimi - chan, help me to pull the table!" - I immediately ran to Lady Sarah and then pulled the table to the door to block it

"Arrgghhhhh!" - Sir Rigen yelled in pain when his hand had been hit by the table we were pulling, he dropped the bayonet and managed to pull his hand back to the room

"Clean keepers, help us!" - Lady Sarah yelled at the clean keepers

"Soldiers!" - Lady Hatano also yelled

Both of the tables had been placed tightly together to block the door, I later saw many servants running to us and then holding the tables tightly to block the door completely. I felt so relieved but also worried about Sir Rigen, he had stopped yelling or smashing the door and now the broken hole had been covered, I was wondering if he was fine inside the room with Her Highness or not.

Rigen's perspective

What the fuck have I done? Why did I attack Reimi? She didn't do anything wrong but I also blamed her, what was wrong with me?

My hand was fine, at the time this room only had me and Shera, I slowly calmed down and walked to the chair and sat on it to hope my wife would wake up safely. Advisor said Shera would lose her memory, which meant she would forget me, forgetting me was not the problem, both of us could love each other again.

But Shera would forget all experiences and all events she had gone through with me, which meant she would see me as nothing but a stranger. I and my wife had discussed many things when I was teaching her, I would spend our rest time confessing to Shera my nervousness and she would listen to my nervousness to comfort me.

But now, only me alone here...and I just had made the very bad decisions when I was losing my control, now Advisor, my subordinates, Reimi and the servants in this castle would not trust me anymore. All of them would hate me and Shera would surely see me as a stranger when she woke up, I would be alone in this world with no one with me, Shera has gone.

I slowly looked at Shera while hoping she would be fine when she woke up, now I need my wife, I know my fault. But how could she be fine? What should I do now? Now I only need Shera but...her previous human has gone and now she was a lost memory person, she has...gone.

"Commander, I need your permission, now you have broken down, I need your approval to be the second in command." - Hatano talked to me when she was outside

"Go to do whatever you want, Hatano...now I only need Shera."

"Okay, but before I end my talk, I want...to give you a lesson to make you stronger, John."

"What a weak man, you don't even worth to be called a man, how could you break down because of a woman? That little Princess did not even die but only lost her memory." - Hatano mocked at me, she wanted to die or what?