"Close your eyes, Shera...please enjoy, today you are beautiful and cuter than the other day, please let me kiss you." - John's face was very close to me now!
"Kiss?" - Though I didn't know anything but I closed my eyes in nervous and excitement, my face kept blushing and I held John's nape
"Kiss!" - John and me made a kiss, it was very sweet and ecstatic though John was licking my tongue or something, he even squeezed my butt, but I felt very happy and also excited, I love kissing John, so fun!
John kept kissing me while walking with me to the bed, he kissed me for a few more seconds and then slowly put me on the bed, John later lowered his body and held my hands. He squeezed my hands and then leaned to my neck and kissed it, John later pressed his face to my breast to sniff it excitedly, though I didn't know anything but I felt very happy.
People who were in love would do these strange actions, right? I wondered, John was very enjoying it, maybe I should do that too, I love to see John be happy. But later John was very strange, he removed the belt from his leather pants and later pulled down his pants, his crotch had something huge but had been covered by his white underwear, what was that?
"John, what are you doing? I feel very shy, can you explain to me what we are doing?" - My face could not stop blushing, I felt very happy but also nervous, I was wondering what the thing sticking to John's crotch
"Shera?" - John suddenly stared at me with his tears coming out, he raised his forearm to wipe his tears and then pulled up his pants, I just have made my husband sad?
"John, why did you cry? Did I just make you unsatisfied with something? I'm sorry." - I didn't want to see John sad, I slowly touched his pants intending to pull them down again but John slowly pulled my hand out
"Shera, I think you are tired, why don't you stay there and rest?" - John avoided looking at me while wearing his belt, his tears had stopped dropping but he was still very sad
I hope John would be fine, I looked around and noticed my school bag, John had mentioned the woman named Reimi, I was wondering who she was. And also, why did I bring my school bag to John's castle? If that was true then I was very young and was still studying, right?
Though to me, according to John's facial features, he must be more than 20 or 30, his full beard made his age hard to be predictable to me. Then I must be very young and John must be older than me at least more than 10 years or more, poor John, he had to marry a young Princess like me but not the one who was his same age.
But why when I thought about someone except me marrying John, I felt very madly jealous and only want to keep him for myself? As if I didn't want anyone to marry John except me. I just wanted John to be mine, I suddenly got mad and jealous in my mind when thinking about some woman except me to marry John, I only love John, no one can replace me!
"Ummm, John! Who's Reimi?"
"She is your devoted servant, Shera! Both of your relationships are not so well these days, please don't think about her, you must rest well." - Why did John avoid talking about my servant?
"Why my school bag is in this room, John?"
"Well, you changed from living in your school to living in my house while you are still studying, Shera."
"Also, you see about to take your semester exam and you would rest this week to study freely before heading to school to take the exam."
"Huh? But now I lost my memory, how can I go to school and...how can I?" - I felt so guilty about this, what should I do if I cannot go up my class? I didn't want to be my husband's burden, poor him!
"Don't worry, Shera! Those exams are not important, those are just numbers, your life is more important." - John slowly held my hands and looked at me to calm myself down
"But John, can use explain to me something?"
"Of course, Shera."
"Did our marriage arrange by being forced? I'm very sorry if you are not able to marry the one you love but have to marry me, John."
"You have misunderstood, Shera! Both of us love each other, our marriage is arranged by our voluntary...marrying you is the best thing I have ever done in my life."
"That's so? I'm so glad, John." - Only I can marry John, no one else can!
"Gulp! Gulp! Gulp!" - Ehhhh, my belly suddenly gulped, I felt a bit thirsty
Ohhh, now I noticed that the windows in the room seemed to be a bit dark, our room had gone dark a bit but still good to look, maybe this time was night, I felt so hungry. John must be very hungry too, I would like to eat with John something lovely, I would like to eat with my husband a good meal, I wanted to see him happy.
"What's time is it, John?"
"Oh, ummm...7:47 AM, I guessed! Are you hungry, Shera?" - John talked to me while looking at a strange green bracelet on his left hand, but what was 7:47 AM? There was such a way to count the time like that?
"Yeah, I'm hungry and also thirsty, you said I just have lost my memory...so umm."
"I would like to eat here with you, John! I would like our dinner to be very lovely, I want to know more about you, I also want to regain my memory soon to make you happy."
"Okay, Shera! Love you very much, I love you." - John slowly hugged me tight so I also hugged him
"Okay?"
"Okay is okay, Shera! You just need to know that."
"Okay, John! I would like to have with you the best dinner, I want our meal to be lovely."
John kept hugging me without letting off me so I also enjoyed being hugged while patting his head, I closed my eyes to feel his warmth, it feels so good. I later slowly opened my eyes and then startled, I saw an eye looking straight at me through the broken hole of the door, the eye was full of threat, I felt suffocated each time looking at that eye.
"John, John! There is an eye over there!" - I was very panicked so I looked at John, tapped him and then pointed my hand to the hole in the door
But when John turned around to look at the hole in the door, the eye had gone away, I was very terrified about this so I hugged John tighter. Every time thinking about the previous eye was very terrified me, I didn't want to be alone, I didn't want to be alone, I want John to be here with me!
"John, I didn't lie to you, there was truly a very scary eye has stared at me!" - I hugged John tighter in panic, please don't leave me here!
"I believe you, Shera! Please don't worry, you will be fine." - John patted my head, I felt so safe to have him with me!
"I will go outside and order the maids to make our dinner fast, my wife! I will run back here at the time I have done ordered the meal, the maids would do the rest."
"Please don't leave me here, John! I'm scared."
John suddenly walked to the door and grabbed a metal object which had been placed on the floor, he later dropped a metal stick on the floor and pulled out another one from his belt. John later put the metal stick inside the metal object and then headed to me and gave me the metal object, he later taught me what to do with it.
I grabbed the metal object's handle and saw a metal trigger beside it, John modified my posture and taught me how to use this thing. After teaching me, John patted me and told me not to let my index finger hold the metal trigger except if I needed to use it.
"You will be okay, Shera! I will return soon, love you." - John kept patting me non-stop
"But I'm scared, John."
"Don't worry, you are stronger than you imagine, no one can harm you when you have my gun, Shera."
"Kiss!" - Both of us kissed again and John slowly stood up
"You will be fine, Shera! I will return soon, I won't leave you, my wife." - John said to me and then opened the door
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Before F.R.O.N.D.E.R
FantasySergeant John Rigen, who was doing a patrol at Virginia Beach with two of his marines suddenly wakes up in a strange forest. He sees himself alone, lost some of his memory, also lost his marines. The only thing he has was an M4, a military bag that...
Lost Memory (Part 1)
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