Before F.R.O.N.D.E.R

First Time And Memory (Part 1)

The Lord's zone had only 3 private rooms which meant I and Shera could share a room, Reimi would be in the next room and Hatano would be in the last room. My wife would be very madly jealous if I ask Reimi to live with me and her, 3 people in a room would not be a problem if Shera accepts to let me have a second wife, sigh!

About Hatano, if Shera did not accept to become my Advisor but chose another job...because my wife had discussed to me once. Hatano would surely own land to live there or she would like in Stansa with her little sister, I would contact my subordinate when I need them.

I would surely spend my time visiting them sometimes too because Shera would surely think I have an affair behind her so I would sneak out to visit my subordinates. Though I truly love Hatano but maybe we could not be along because Hatano did not love me, okay...I respect her choice.

Well, my wife said in a discussion: I would like to be a dress shop owner because I love colorful stuff, very lovely. But as a wife, I would let off my dream if you want, I would do my best, I would be your housewife, John...love you very much.

I did not want to see Shera be like that, she had her own freedom but I was scared that she would willing to do what I tell her to. Sigh...about my family's life, I hope we would be along forever because living in the city place would be busy and we would surely quarrel very much because of money.

I think many couples even if they are in a very happy family, they would quarrel very much because of money, money is nothing but a manmade item. But if we don't have money, we cannot live well anywhere except living in a forest with lives with nature, I hope my wife would not hate me and leave me if I get stressed and make her annoyed.

I just want to live happily with my wife and my kids, I would like to live with Shera forever, but I think we would surely quarrel a lot more than in the previous timeline. It would be unreasonable if I prohibit Shera from having an affair behind me because I cheat on my wife a lot, I must confess to Shera something when I visit her tonight.

Shit, thinking too much made myself more tired, I did not charge Advisor's battery yesterday, maybe it could help me something. I slowly got out of my bed and headed to the place which placed Advisor, I must ask it something, I need someone to confess my thoughts.

"Advisor."

"Yes, Commander?"

"Hey, you can read my mind so...now you know that I have a lot of trouble in my thoughts, what should I do now, huh?"

"John, I think you should stop worrying about those negative things because the thing you need to do now is doing, not think."

"Do anything you can for now, you are killing yourself by thinking too much, stand up and do something you can."

"Overthinking will only make you stressed and kill the happiness of yourself and your relatives, John."

"I think if you spend your time with Shera more then both of you would surely be along forever, even if you two quarrel very much, she would surely understand and comfort you."

I slowly put Advisor on the table and then turned it off to let it charge the battery, my mind was full of blank now, I must do something to get rid of it. I would confess to my wife something tonight, I would surely do it, but now I need to get out of my stress.

I slowly pressed my hands and my feet on the floor, I would do some pushups to end my stress, I slowly pressed myself down and then up while stopping thinking about everything.

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