did i do something? did i make him want to leave?
i looked at a photo of him. the one of him looking at me. i started crying.
he's attractive, and he really really liked me. i don't know what flipped in his mind. i don't know what happened and i don't want to know, well maybe i do.
i really want this to be something, i really want him. he was everything i ever wanted and more but i can't fucking deal with this. i just wish he wasn't so dumb.
but i can't stop texting him. and i can't stop wanting him.
