Untold [ france x Philippines Countryhumans ]

chapter 25 : bad habits

For the rest of the afternoon Phil stayed inside his bedroom feeling drained and other mixed up emotions but mostly he  was mad . He wasn't just mad at aust he was also heart broken , he continued crying and crying until his eyes became red and sat down infront of his bedroom door as darkness surrounded the room , moments later the only source of light was the shining stars and moon from above "Sir ! Sir !" One of the maids knocked on the door . Phil then wipped his tears clearing his voice "paki Sabi po hindi po ako gutom salamat (please tell them I'm not hungry , thank you)  Phil said trying

Not to show any sadness and pain from his voice "sige po magandang Gabi po (ok then , good night ) the maid spoke through the door and left . Phil then stared at the ceiling emotionless he then untied the bandage wrapped around his hand revealing new scars and Phil decided to wait until everyone falls asleep then he will go down and eat . His thoughts then went to France 'wait why am I thinking about him ? He probably also block me soon and hate me' Phil thought as he started to overthink.

'But wait why do I care if he fu** hates me ? Why do I care ?' Phil then ended his thoughts shaking his head and trying to think of something else ...two hours later passed everything was dead silent Phil tried to hear if someone was still awake by their foot steps but heard nothing . Phil opened his door which it was like he expected Phil looked left and right making sure of it no one was on the hall way but there was no one so phil tiptoed to the stairs going down gently not making any noise as Phil was about climb the last step a creeking sound  was let out the step

Phil then immediately but gently walked passed it and continues to make his way to the kitchen...Phil turned on the lights and walked to the wine cabinet grabbing the handle but  it was locked "fu** visayas" Phil said shaking the door trying to open it 'visayas must have locked it' Phil thought as he began to search for the key , knowing it was in the kitchen somewhere cause when they where kids Phil remembered that  visayas used to hide in kitchen.  Phil opened the spoon cabinets ruffling the spoons slowly trying not to make a sound

He then opened the microwave looking for any keys but nothing... Phil gave up he sat down on a chair and looked at the table where he saw a container of stick-o he got the container opening it seeing the container half full he grabbed one stick putting it in his mouth before chewing it as he was eating the stick-o he noticed something from the container,  he took out some of the sticks out , getting out a paper before putting back the sticks back and closing the container

And putting it back on the table before focusing on the paper he then grabbed the paper feeling there was something hard , He started unfolding the paper seeing a key in it He quickly stood up from his chair and walked up to the locked wine cabinet ,plugging the key in the cabinet before turning it and finally opening it ... Phil then carefully picked the one he wants to drink "san miguel light , ginebra gin , gsm blue , red horse" Phil said reading all the drinks in the wine cabinet he then decided  to drink the gsm blue bottle he got the bottle

Forgetting to close the cabinet . He also got a wine glass from the forth cabinet before pouring the drink in the glass then finally drink it , Phil wasn't satisfied with the first go so he again got the bottle pouring it in the glass before gulping it but still Phil still wasn't satisfied , so he grabbed the bottle gulping it all up and began to cry again still remembering what aust  did to him . He stood up walking up to the wine cabinet grabbing a bottle of red rose opening it and drink it as he silently cried.

Phil cried and drink as the three hours passed it was now one in the morning ...Meanwhile Del who was done will paper work walked down the halls hearing sobbing and sniffing coming from the kitchen. He wanted to go to his room because he was tried and sleepy but then again at the same time he was curious so he walked to the kitchen half awake and there he saw the lights on surprised to see Phil drinking and crying

He walked up to his half brother approcing him "you know  your not allowed to drink" his brothers said "just sh** Sherlock *hic* leave me alone *hic*" Phil who was now drunk said "look I know you hate me but I can't just leave you alone" Del said and sat down beside him "tell me c'mon tell me the problem" Del added also grabbing a drink from the wine cabinet "you wouldn't understand *hic*" Phil replied "are you drunk ?" Del said looking at his brother while drinking the beer he got from the wine cabinet "I don't *hic* know" Phil responded "well seems to me you are" Del jokingly said "so tell me" Del said as Phil again began to break down

"Well theirs this guy *hic* we there friends but not really close he had a crush on me *hic* , and one day he needed my help" Phil continued telling to Del , Del for a moment left sorry for him he didn't know he was suffering he always thought his life was perfect and that their father love more than him "I'm sorry , I'm sorry *hic* " Phil started apologizing to Del as tears continued to roll down Phil's cheeks "for what Phil?" Del responded gently "I'm sorry for *hic* being mean , I was just scared that you where going to replace marcial" Phil said as Del pulled Phil for a hug and cried on his shoulder
"No ,I will never replace marcial" Del said will a little pain in his voice as Phil sobbed on his shoulder , moments later phil fell asleep on del's shoulder "umm , Phil ? Are you awake ? " Del whispered gently shaking phil who was asleep "Phil , hehe wake up" Del added feeling awkward he had no choice but to put him in the sofa. So with his strength he wrapped Phil's hand around his neck for support as he put him on the living room sofa , Del then also decided he will sleep on the other sofa so he did he stared at his brother for a while thinking about the things he said and went to sleep